Last week of May
My library book is overdue by 4 days already. That's about a dollar worth of fine. Damn. I should really finish the last two chapters today! To think I've already extended the loan period by another three weeks. I'm so socially irresponsible ):
At work now... nothing much to really exercise my brainpower with and I'm having a minor bout of M.B. so it's pretty much like every other Monday except that my calves are still aching and as such I really thank God for the miracle that I found the strength to come to work. There are lots of things that I feel like shunning from but these days, tiny bit by painful tiny bit, I don't follow my feelings as much (which is a goood thing!). Anyways, the thing about muscle aches is.. you just have to keep them 'warmed'. Move around more often and you get used to the ache (either that or they really do stop aching as much). But sit around some more and the next time you get up, you'll be wincing all over again. Tskk.
Now I'm just considering my schedule while pretending to be busy at work. I should really plan more ahead of time in the future.
But I'm so upset with myself that I've gotten my schedule this week so messed up. Every day of this week, I have to take either early or late half days. THANK GOD FRIDAY IS VESAK DAY!! Of course it's not for the nature of the holiday itself, but for the fact that it is a public holiday! Not because I won't have stuff to do then so that I can chill or play dead, but because I won't feel so bad having to take another day worth of leave from work... I don't even dare to mark my calendar for June because I know I'm gonna take a whole lot of full days off.
I wish I were still in school. Wearing the NJ uniform whose material I've come to despise so much over the schooling months. Going about normal timetables and the occasional summoning of enough willpower to conquer tutorials and practices.Chilling with friends during breaks and watching movies after school. Just having normal cca practices where no one listens to me most of the time. Not having to care about finances because my parents just gave without me asking and I didn't use to feel bad about it.
I can't believe I doubted the adults when they say that schooling life is so much better.
I was an idiot, and I should have loved being an idiot more D:
Of course I still love growing up. But I'm just having this Moment. Bah.
ANYWAYS. I promise the pictures will be up here too. Lazy to tag pictures on fb for now. I'd rather upload some time-mark pictures here and narrate some more interesting part of the trip to USS! I'm still so tired from unfitful sleep. Can't summon much enthusiasm in blogging. Dunno why I'm typing anyways. Prolly just cuz I'm boredddddddd!! D:
fall for someone who catches you @10:45
