:D happy is as happy does.

Thursday, January 28, 2010; Y

TURN IT UP, IT'S FIVE MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT!

WHOOOOOOTS. Boys Like Girls was in da town!! :DDD

Whoots, my first concert ever and I had a BLAST with my sister, man. It was pure goodness, the whole hour plus of it. Man, worth every cent (almost).

I LOVE THE BAND SO MUCH. THEY'RE SO CRAZY FUN AND ENERGETIC. Whoots! Love them since I saw their televised performance on ch5 for the Nike+ Human Race. Whoa.

To think I was like 5 metres away from the lead singer MARTIN. Gosh WHOOTS :D

LIVE ROCKS!

And they were giving away two free LG LOLLIPOP PHONES. Zomg. Those two girls were so blessed, really.

Whoaaaaaaaa I love the concert. Didn't take many pictures though. Will upload them all tomorrow. Am dead beat now.

Seeyall :D

ps. i'm worried that i'd lose my voice when i wake up in the morning ): but my voice is my meal ticket!! D:

pps. i think i'm gonna love sucking on the green apple lollipop they gave as door gifts :D

I LOVE BOYS LIKE GIRLS!

You see our name in city lights

We'll make the clock stop

Make your heart drop
And come alive

Ah, I dropped my heart at the Compass Ballroom!

fall for someone who catches you @23:55

Monday, January 25, 2010; Y

Whoa, hectic

Random work pictures first:

taken last week... BASH WAS A FATTIE IN PSCH TOO!! :DD

I'm not alone!

But he's so much skinnier now than I ever will be :/

JON with my purpur ring~

MY GORGEOUS RING.

Someone proposed ;D

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Compare the following pictures, the number for 'A'

(taken an hour before I knock off):

mine

senior's

A: stands for the number of calls you received for that day.

I think I had 37 calls today? Close enough to the 40-something target quota that they set for each of us. Whoa. My senior seated next to me said that it's normal for Mondays.

Which makes sense, cuz people are like sooo deprived of the Q&A session on Sunday and they are just dyingggg to get to talk to us once the lines are open. loll. Awws love my analytical mind LOLL. And oh my gosh, I've got a caller earlier in the morning, who said that she wants to write in an email and compliment me on my service, which, I quote her, was "excellent". I humbly replied that it's really just my duty.

LOLL. Oh man. Reminds me of that time when I got those tips during coffee club... (that 2 dollar bill that I threw away with the trash x_____x grrr.)

I think my soups should increase my pay. LOLL. No, but one can hope...

But nah, I won't get complacent, don't worry. I think God loves me and gives me all the nice callers :D you should hear how some of my colleagues have these nastiest callers who scream, and berate and getting all impatient, thinking that we know all the info in the core of our brains and can fish out this info pronto.

Yo people, relax. Chills. A few more seconds won't hurt if you want the most accurate information, right? Tsk. And what's wrong can always be set right anyways. Urh, fine, not always. But you get the drift.

Zomg, and I want to complain (yes, surprise!) that my office gets to stuffy past the morning. It really does. The work environment SUCKS like nobody's business. We told them the aircon at my area is spoilt but was it dealt with?

Noooooooo. Of course not. They aren't the ones sitting at our desks o.o sighs.

And you would think being on level 2 where there windows looking out would be a good thing. But nooooo. Of course not. The weird window panes are so tinted they make every shade of the sky look like grey. I actually prefer B1 where there's just the big roomy room, and super aircon.

I'm not even complaining about the quadrupled workload. I just wish for the aircon to be fixed miraculously /:

Sighs.

And speaking of miracles, can someone come down and wash my white SP shirt for me please ): it's swimming in the cold pail since last week when some garlic chilli got squirted onto it... And my mom won't get off my back about it. Zomgosh damn ):

I rather throw away the five dollars. Or use it to... stopper the... oh man. I can't think of anything. So my SP shirt is basically useless already ):

I need to exercise. My dreadful mother told me that I look like I was back in primary school all over again.

I'd sooner turn anorexic than go back to the past ten years before. I swear to God.

It's a happy day because I've settled my steamboat woes today. We're gonna have it at my house. Gosh. It'll look like a mess x:

And yesterday went to 'reccee' Bugis for a steamboat place. I must say that I was very picky. Like reaaally picky. If the place looks crowded, it's a no. If the price is steep, it's a no. If there's no grill, it's a no too, cuz if this were the case then might as well boat at home. For the last condition, only Tiantian has grill. But at the same time, it has such a crowd and looks so damn unhygienic by the road and with all the people on flimsy stools and all :/

Plus pebbles said that tiantian has not enough cups and no ice o.o

I'll stock up my freezer with ice for saturday.

It was a hard time recceeing... loll just kidding. It only involved walking up and down the street. But it was hard to find company okay. Thanks to the kind blessed soul of Pun! :D I love salmon at Soup Spoon.

the soup sPun:

(unglam pics, so the unrotated version should tone down the unglam factor a lil!)

I crave for the waffles and crepes at the City Hall place ):

And I hate those people who don't reply to my sms. I mean, fine my smses are unlimited, which is why I actually don't mind spamming - but it's not like I really spam right. I helpfully sms them and it's about an outing that no one else would get their lazy arse off and start planning anyways.

Sometimes I feel so alone. Like you're the only one who cares while no one else is caring enough?

Actually, the six or so of you, why are you even reading this?

I'm having my period ):

fall for someone who catches you @22:10

Friday, January 22, 2010; Y

The Cove.

Okay, work, blah, work blah. loll. Before I slept last night, I went and tidied up the tables in my room. No mean feat alright, took me almost half an hour when I was SO tired. And then had some QT with God but it didn't feel like it worked /: anyhows, listened to some sermons on Love and it's so so enriching, as always! Oh man, but it's so hard to achieve God's standard of Love D:

Today, after work, went to the flyer Popeye's with some of my CG mates :D it was supposed to be a celebration for the O level graduates this year (hahaha) but it became more like a hang out session. Was kinda moody initially cuz of some topic that edlyn and I were talking about before we met up with the others, otherwise, it was a fun time spent :D it's quite pretty, actually, here in Singapore. I can't wait till the new Marina constructions are done. Then the horizon will be so pwetty :D

POPEYES BISCUIT IS AWESOME. It's like scones! HEARTS!!

THE COVE

The Cove exposes the slaughter of more than 20,000 dolphins and porpoises in Taiji, Japan every year, and how their meat, containing toxic levels of mercury, is being sold as food in Japan and other parts of Asia, often labeled as whale meat. The majority of the world is not aware this is happening as the Taiji cove is blocked off from the public. The focus of the Social Action Campaign for The Cove is to create worldwide awareness of this annual practice as well as the dangers of eating seafood contaminated with mercury and to pressure those in power to put an end to the slaughter. [extracted from: http://www.takepart.com/thecove]

You must see this movie if you have the time. It's available on Funshion (an alternative from the PPStream, though yes, they're all Chinese softwares - but they're so good!) to be viewed for free. I don't know if it's out in Singapore or anything, I suppose it is a pretty recent movie... as in out in the last few months (so yes, maybe you can go back to 2009 for this movie).

BUT IT IS SO RIVETING.

I came home just now to see my sister watching this documentary thing. At first I thought it urh boring, like some typical documentary that explores the wonders of the oceans. Then, I realised that it's wholly different - it divulges the horrible truth of the dying oceanic species. More specifically, the dolphins in this case.

ZOMG. I almost cried. They fucking kill 20,000 dolphins every single year, for several, several years now. IT'S INHUMAN. God gives us life on earth, and He gave us birds that fly in the skies, four-legged animals on earth, and the creatures of the sea to sustain our lives. But if He sees all these atrocities committed on the innocent dolphins, I don't see why it isn't reasonable that He wants to judge us right now, right this moment. Humans deserve to be judged. Ugh, the corrupt government, further up North-East from us, makes me so sick. All corrupt governments just, in fact, ... zomg.

I dunno. I feel like I'm wasting my life for not being an activist. It is true, like what the guy in the movie said, "To me, you are either an activist or an inactivist; I want to be active." And he was VERY active, WATCH THE BLOODY MOVIE.

Pun not intended. The movie really was bloody... well, just that one scene where the whole cordoned-off region of seawater in the Taiji cove turned red. I almost cried. I would have, if I were more alone (personal space!). It was horrible. You could hear the dolphins' pleas, or shrieks of pain. It was so, so, so heart-wrenching. Zomg.

Another quote from the movie, which my sister took down, it goes something like: The dolphin's smile is nature's greatest deception. Got you, huh?

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They really look like they're smiling, don't they, but that's just how they look naturally when they could be crying on the inside ): You know dolphins actually commit suicide out of stress and depression? I didn't. And they are one of the most intelligent animal species known to mankind. Why can't they just let them off? You aren't even supposed to eat them, idiots.

Zoman. I hate this :/

Just yesterday, the sermon mentioned love for your enemies. Maybe not love. But I hope the real activists succeed soon, and may the fishermen and extremely blindly nationalistic government truly repent over their misdeeds and be forgiven. I mean. D:

fall for someone who catches you @23:27

Thursday, January 21, 2010; Y

Fat.

I hate feeling fat. Damn it. Veggies Delite won't work cuz I'm too fat for it to help. I reaaaally need to exercise but I've since forsaken my running plan ): I really need motivation and more push to go running again. This week is rather impossible, having left three days, out of which two are already booked.

Sighs, I'm sorry, Lord, for giving in to sloth and temptations ): I will do better again, next week. Please renew me with more strength!

I need more Quiet Time with my God. I should give myself a time limit. I think 9pm sounds nice. I mean, it sounds nice and it's early enough, and not too late (ah durh!). Okay, 9pm it is then. But sometimes I feel like it's a one-way communication and I feel so discouraged. I don't know what more to do to open myself more to Him /:

Anddddddd damn, steamboat still hasn't been settled. I asked my colleagues for help. One of them referred to me to Bugis (damn!) cuz I said buffet and affordable prices are a must. Dang. I still think that the Punggol sceneries and steamboat look rather nice you know. We just had to pray very hard that it doesn't rain on that day cuz that particular steamboat place isn't sheltered at all......... x:

BUGIS IS SO UNROMANTIC AND NON-CLASSY ): gah. But majority don't care about romantism anyways! Tsk stupid FC X:

i thought i saw you on the mrt today. i literally felt like my heart was going to stop from the sheer shock. only after another millisecond of really looking, and i knew that the height wasnt right; and that person was not you. thank God.

fall for someone who catches you @19:26

Tuesday, January 19, 2010; Y

The day before today.

[18th January 2010]

Zoman, I just finished episode 12 of Hi My Sweetheart. Man, I haven’t watched a TW drama this good since… Fated To Love You I guess. And since I prefer the cast way more in HMS, I prefer the whole show over FTLY too :D but then again, it might all come down to how the show ends. We’ll see.

But zomg, it’s so good, HMS! All the lovers’ issues and everything are actually quite real. As in, you would be entangled in such dilemmas too, if the one you love was so and so. Ugh, I don’t make any sense. I’m well aware of that. Zomg it’s just so… I can totally feel for the characters, cuz I love them so much and the pace was rather good for the show up till this episode. (Just that the spark that led to the radio station’s fire was rather… URH unaccounted for.)

Love it :D I cried. AGAIN. ZOMG. I really hope that I won’t have bloated eyes again tomorrow. I HATE IT WHEN MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN. They accentuate my huge face. ZOMGGGGGGG ): I would pray tonight, later when I’m about to sleep, for help in my eyes department. But I’m really ashamed to even ask for forgiveness seeing that I skipped my Bible reading slot just to watched ep 12 ):

ZOMAN. I’ve sinned. Temptation won me over, that evil Satan )))):

[end of 18th January 2010]

For today, well, we started manning the lines after break... it was an exhilarating experience o.o I only had 11 calls loll, when the daily quota was about 45? Even if you half it, I should've gotten at least 20 calls in the afternoon but I didn't :/

Supposedly, it'll get better tomorrow?

BUT I DON'T WANT TOMORROW TO COMEEEE ):

I've had so many nice callers today that I don't want to have more and more calls only to come to realise the nasty ones like baba did today :/ oh man. I need to pray.

And there's Bible studies tomorrow at 5 :/ oh man. I'll be so late again. Why isn't my slot 8-4.30pm already??? )):

Anddddd I've gotta sleep soon, or I might fall asleep during BS X: ugh ugh.

CAN SOMEONE HELP FINALISE STEAMBOAT LOCATION???

Was consulting The Pebble yesterday but still made no conclusion. The one at Punggol looks romantic -wriggle eyebrows!- hahahaha. If I put it at my house, will they all come? :/ sighs. I'm so desperate ):

Oh, and I made this today, before I napped, I photoscaped and I actually kind of like it. Do you??

It appeared as my msn personal message yesterday while I was watching HMS.

Ughhh. And I've this super song to blog about. By C.N. Blue! Featuring the guy ShinWoo from YB (Jung Yonghwa). ZOMG. The band is super fabulous. It's almost as good as F.T.Island! :O Okay well, they are kind of similar. Just kind of. But CNB looks more mature than the kiddos over at FTI.

There shouldn't be any comparison though, I LOVE THEM BOTH :DD

It's the kind of song which I only took one listen to get used to and start loving♥

fall for someone who catches you @22:38

Sunday, January 17, 2010; Y

Suddenly.

I'm sorry for all these that I'm feeling, about all those that have passed but lingered on to haunt me. What of my wrongdoings from the past that I want to rectify but somehow just can't seem to find the right way to go about doing it? If it's wrong, is it bound to always be wrong? Each day that I look back on what've been, I grow more and more detached, and more and more sorry. But I would also ask, if that is what I really want? Look at what's come from my wrongdoing. Has it unveiled anything that I won't miss from being apart? I look at them. I don't know what to say. Who are they?

I enjoy going to church. Really, I do. Despite the multitude of people milling about the place, 99% of whom are really just strangers to me, I managed to find some semblance of peace and happiness at that place. And learn to keep faith in someone, something. Someone who's worth keeping faith in, unlike mortals who are plainly ever-changing. Of course, the little company I keep is really nice too :D

Shall begin with Sunday. Cuz there really hasn't been much. Stayed overnight at my aunt's place in Seng Kang to visit my favourite little girl in the world [: she's such an angel even when she's spouting gibberish and everything. And she has the most smooth sounding voice I've ever heard ♥ okay, I'm being rather biased but still :D she called me JIEJIE!! Just once. But I picked up on it all the same. I love herrrrr!~ Please get well from your flu soon, my darling [:

Almost finished Baskervilles during my afternoon at their place there, when my cousin napped. Then I took a really long train ride home, reading the Bible on the way home. Soon, I'll catch up with the Bible reading schedule set by the church [: yayee! And please, Lord, help me in understanding your words... :/

Saturday. Early morning, had korean lesson number 2. It was pleasant. Complicated vowels are REALLY complicated o.o they merely look different but mostly sound the same. We also learnt some korean vocabulary. Mostly english-korean words. loll. Thank goodness they don't have a separate set of alphabet for such words like Jap does!

Went to swim with peisi after the lesson! It was such a pleasant weather to swim in! I love it sunny :DD But we put on the sunblock a wee bit late and ended up kinda tanned still :// sianned. It's possible to enjoy the sun and water without getting tanned right??? Poor peisi got sunburnt even X: oops hahaha... but like all caterpillars have to undergo shedding to become the butterflies that they are, enduring it till the skin's all peeled off could do her a world of good too :D hahaha.

Swam ten laps!! (In our dictionary luh :D hahaha.) So proud of myself. The past week I ran about 2.5km (I insist that it's a good distance, seeing that I haven't been running since napfa ended) and swam 10 laps :DD

:DD After which, we had Subway! Less than 6 grams of fats with the Healthier Choice symbol ;D HAHAHA. Some people (like edlyntan) say that Subway isn't all that healthy. I don't know if it's true when they say that, but it has to be the healthiest choice among all the fast food restaurants already!

Went home and zoned out for a straight half an hour. Had to wake up and clean up for service later that day. Told sam that we were going to be early that day :D

Service was fun that day! :D As always. Sermons was delivered by Pastor How, back from his overseas trip with loads of interesting anecdotes. He went to the CES in the City of Sin and told us about the amazing technologies available there. Wireless POWER, 2-cm thick LED TVs... zomg.

Sermons that day was on Waiting. Waiting on the Lord, and various instances, and the benefits of waiting, the lessons made out of waiting. It's really cool and enriching, I feel. From the Christian point of view, waiting holds more symbolism than when you're not one, I think. Hmm.

I don't go into details about what I've learnt during services because I think that if anyone else wants to know more, they would ask anyways. "Ask, and you shall receive" hahahahaha. And okay fine, I know there are people who aren't interested. I was like that too. I don't get spiritual stuff. I still don't; I don't claim to know any more than I used to know. But I would like to think that I'm gaining more each day, because I try to get in touch with the Spirit in me as and when I can. Not everything about a religion agrees with me at times. But I like the whole idea of it still [:

Dined with edlyn and some church friends like Joy [: SUBWAY AGAIN! Hahaha I had veggie delite and oatmeal cookies. Ate at the church while they screened Music & Lyrics on about four big screens in the whole auditorium loll. It was a nice effect and all. Very nice movie too. LOVE IT! Don't know what took me so long to watch it! Me and lynnie love Alex Fletcher (Hugh Grant) to bits! His accent and witty dialogues are just so !@$£%@^%U-ly attractive. I wish for my guy to be as eloquent as he is.

Left after seeing sam when the movie ended. Borrowed $4 from edlyn to cab to seng kang cuz it was rather late D:

Friday. Worked like normal. Got back the results for our first quiz... I was five marks away from passing ): What the hell. 60% and I still FAILED ): Only three people passed in the class of twelve x____x damn it. I was really close. Stupid tax computation!

Then we had quiz 2 x__x it was dreadful. I finished with 40+ minutes to spare. Didn't bother to really check cuz I dunno how to answer the questions on Payment anyways ): I'm so dead. I can't believe that we're supposed to be manning the lines by Tuesday latest o.o zomg I'll have so many complaint calls that they'll fire me before I can cry for help :/

Went back to nj after work. It was surprisingly easy to find my way to school from work! As such, had to wait for miss big card for an hour just at the gate of the school. x____x Thank goodness I consciously thought of the meaning of Waiting.

Anyways, I bought Fortune Cookies and a tub of Hello Panda for my juniors :D and tangtang loves hello panda! He does! I offered him the tub and he reached in and grabbed a handful :D LOLL. He really resembles a kid who used to make us laugh during practices over the last two years [: oh, and how can I forget, he even reached out for a second helping when I've already capped the tub closed X: hahha.

Seeing my six juniors was nice :D wait. Six plus one at the back, by the keyboard :D hahaha. I like the songs that they're playing! Very nice and melodious. Simple notes too, I guess. Can't remember the exact spelling of the song names so I shan't disgrace myself by hazarding any guesses. Then again, with simple notes comes the importance of details like dynamics and articulation. I hope they will practise and do well by the time of their concert [:

Step up on it, njhb :DD

Left with miss big card - fine, EVELYN (LOLLLLL) for dinner. Mind you, she initially was not keen at all to dine with me pfft! The meanie. Cuz apparently her boyfriend booked her first x___x thanks to him and his generosity anyways, for I ultimately got her company loll.

Had subway :D and loads of things to talk about. Chiefly about a scandal that she's been observing at work. Seriously. To pollute a mind as innocent and pure as mine is heinous. Tsktsk. loll. But since it's one of her many sources of entertainment during work, hope she has fun deciphering the Codes of Boy-liking-a-girl.

I still think that when a guy is seemingly excessively nice to a girl, it doesn't have to be a like in the romantic sense. Why can't he be just platonically nice to her? Why must people make too much out of it? Hmm. I dunno if I'm the one thinking immature here or them. Maybe I don't want to know, anyways loll. But then I know of cases about how guys are just being nice to girls, and they are only platonically interested in the girl at the same time. See.

Sighs. Actually, forget it. Things like this are too difficult for me to process.

Should sleep. I like today, being one of the only days in the past week whence I've got eyes that aren't bloated like shit. To keep it up, I need ample sleep... oh, and ample detoxification too. By Jove, my unmentionables are turning into fossils soon, if they aren't excreted any time soon.

why did you plant poison into my mind/:

fall for someone who catches you @21:03

Thursday, January 14, 2010; Y

Oh.

Had fast food for lunch for the third day consecutively. Ugh. Was saying that I might be having constipation, and that my shit was turning into fossils at the rate that I am going. Tsk tsk. Didn't mean for our new company to catch that. But apparently almost everyone did and they think it gross. I still find it a pretty cute expression you know :D

Early this morning, was late again. loll, I should watch it or it's gonna turn into a habit! Met a friend of mine on the train to work o.o like ZOMG I was so freaked. I mean, what are the odds! At 7+a.m., on a Changi-bound train from JooKoon?? Zomg. Seriously freaky.

Work today was agreeable. At least, I really learnt through the role-play. (Finally not dozing off in the morning!) Tomorrow's my turn at role-play ): and there's gonna be a second quiz ): and there's going to be the return of our quiz 1 results )))))))):

I pray, dear God, to survive tomorrow with a sane mind. Please, pleaseeee :/

Hmm. Anyways, something unpleasant cropped up in the course of today :/ I hope it will be resolved naturally soon. But it's really another case of differences in/clash of characters. This time, I really won't dwell on it too much to make it a real issue, as I might have unwittingly done so in the previous cases. This time, I will forgive, and then stay clear of the person's path, I really will. And after which, I should really look into how I speak.

Like, I shouldn't get too carried away poking fun at others by being sarcastic and saying things that I (obviously) don't mean but are perceivably mean at the same time; should the other party be any less openminded than... say, the Statue of Liberty (urh, right, lousy zp LOLL), I would be in deep trouble. Like I did today. Well, not deep trouble. But it is troubling.

I also am too mindful of how people talk to me about my worse qualities, I admit. I become rather defensive or peeved. I think I'm okay with it if someone really talks to me about such things in a more understanding, I-hope-that-you-will-improve-because-you-are-someone-whom-I-care-for way, instead of the this-about-you-is-so-wrong/bitchy/silly/repulsive-so-you-shouldn't-do-it-anymore way. I mean, durh right. Some people can be pretty accusatory when they want to. And I hope that I'm not one of them, seriously. Matters like this, people should be tactful about. Or the person at the receiving end of such urh (sometimes constructive) criticisms may be really upset by such comments.

I've had to go through the difficulties of such instances one too many times already...

Sometimes I really may be too forward in my words, when I don't think before I speak. Many of the times the things I say are much regretted. There are people who don't like it when I speak of things in a certain way to them, so most of the time I remember and I refrain from upsetting them where possible. I really do want to try. But if you want me to try, tell me in a more pleasant manner that hopefully doesn't carry the whole impression of I've-been-sooooo-sick-of-you-doing-that. I appreciate that sometimes people act out of my own good, but I really wished that those times, their approach was more understanding and nice. It's a mere wish.

But of course I recognise that I'm still the one who's at fault many of the times and I still really think I'm such a nuisance sometimes. I don't speak in a correct manner, don't act my age and all. Sometimes, I only grew aware to the irritation I've caused to others only after the whatever I've done to irritate them. :/ I guess even if God loves all his creations, His creations can still afford to be flawed like I am /:

Urh, and I'm not emo (for clarification, since I've been known to my half-a-dozen readers to be one who has had the misfortune to indulge in such depressing times on several occasions). I'm just making a revelation of sorts :D heh. Like trying to gain some insights into my own life (but failing terribly).

It's times like this that first prompted me to search for a religion, or anything to have faith in. To find something for guidance, also. At present, you see that I've chosen to adopt a religion. For this, I will keep my faith.

Currently obsessed with All The Right Moves - OneRepublic. I think that the band is a genius by itself. Zomg I can't imagine the sheer bliss if I could attend any live gig by them and they play this very song. ZOMG FAINTSS~

Anyone knows the meaning of the song? hahaha.

Visiting njhb tomorrow :D hope it'll be nice, cuz it's going to be MY first time since we passed out! X: Should I bring my harmoc along? hahaha.

fall for someone who catches you @21:39

Wednesday, January 13, 2010; Y

Bible Study

Again, backward chronologically. Wait. Okay, never mind, I've just decided against that. It's weird if I do it in that system anyways.

So the day began rather uneventfully... was about five minutes late for work? For once in all these weeks! Proud of myself :D hahaha. And I didn't even bother to hurry to work, cuz of the traumatising calf and thigh muscle aches :OO and not to forget, my abdomen too. ZOMG. loll. I was wrong previously. It wasn't my love handles, it was really the abdomen. According to baba, because I haven't been training up my stamina, the abdomen aching is due to the urh stamina-building.

Which is good I guess. I can live with some more stamina-building, actually :D

*RANDOM INSERT*

Alvinyuewenfatt said that I complain a lot on my blog. As much as I would retort with a 'everyone does the same thing', I know it is not completely true, and even if it were, it doesn't justify my own posting. Fine. I shall refrain from complaining. Then again... IT'S NOT LIKE I COMPLAIN A LOT.

Did I mention that I love life already? :X

But dunno why edlyn smsed me to be happier when I smsed her to get well soon just now (yeah, poor girl's down with a fever!). Maybe she just thought that I've the capacity to be happier is all ;D

*End of random insert*

So where was I. Hmm. Right. Late for work. Nearly fell asleep during the course before lunch. Lunched KFC with my colleagues! Without HarryPotter the new eyecandy who's taken already. Awws! But it's okay. Got vastly entertained by myra (sp). Who is half my size overall, and with eyes twice my size. And wearing the same M-sized black stretchable Giordano shirt as me today. LOLL. Though fine, hers fit DAMN loose while mine is just fitting X:

After lunch, I actually paid attention to the whole Payment and Refund tutorial :/ wow me. And during the reading of a passage from the notes, I was at some dunno what paragraph and something just got me cracking up... FOR NO REASON AT ALL. I just felt so tickled, when I was just reading a perfectly sound, sensible passage on income tax payment. ZOMG. And I pronounced 'apportioned' as 'approportioned'... I mean, that word doesn't even exist stupid zen!

*BTW ZEN IS MY NEW ENGLISH NAME :D I'm so happy. And I know people (like edlyn) still prefer zpin or zp or my full name - I do too. Except when I have to introduce myself to people.......*

I practically dashed out of novena when work ended. And I was still fifteen minutes late for the first lesson on bible studies for today. So I couldn't join that class.

Oh, and my E72 broke down ): it was terrible. I thought everyone turned into alvin's friends (read: chipmunks) cuz they definitely sounded the part to me. BRR. I have to get it serviced soon :/

So I called up sam teo and she took me around the empty church for a while. It was cool, first time seeing it so empty (well, it is a weekday loll). She taught me some things about christianity and the bible. Yayee :D

Lesson was awesome. I was SO tired and would kill for sleep (just kidding) but I listened really attentively to lessons on the Holy Spirit, the Holy Trinity and everything else :DD yayee! Edlyn deduced that it is a Baptist church. And previously she's attended Anglican, Methodist and Presbyterian ones... hmm. You know, I have no idea what those are but... Holy Spirit sounds cool :D HAHAHA. Okay never mind. I'm unspiritual as it is.

I tried to speak in the Tongues as I attempted to invite the Holy Spirit into me... but nothing really happened. I dunno. Maybe I was too self-conscious. Maybe I was trying to be too logical. Maybe I'm not cut out to be saved by christianity. -frowns at the last sentence-

Edlyn actually spoke a bit of 'gibberish' she said! I would say that I'm 'envious' but envy is a sin :D I think? HAHAHA.

Regardless, I should stop talking in all these religion jargons. Really. If years later I still can't be saved, I will laugh when I read this post (and the previous few).

Saw hooikim and anli at BL bus interchange and couldn't recognise the guy. I even asked hk if it was him in a whisper - ZOMG I'm like dumb to no end.

Saw junkai waiting for shibin at almost the same spot yesterday. That spot must be a... uhm... weird meeting place.

Came home just now to see four Boys Like Girls concert tickets on the table :D Zomg it's on a Thursday, not that I didn't know, but it's still quite unnerving. Why thursday of all days? ): I'M GOING EVEN IF I HAVE TO FEIGN A FAINT AT WORK! Bahahaha. I'm treating my sis to it also. Costing me $202 in all ): zoman.

Sighs.

Anyways, watching American Idol now. Participant 52322 cracked me up LOLL. The guy who sang Womanizer ROFL.

Shall go research on steamboats :D tata! (And yes, I've given up on the cogent writing thing ): )

fall for someone who catches you @22:17

Tuesday, January 12, 2010; Y

This is an exercise to keep myself from blabbering

As the title goes. I shall keep to the point. Maybe just five main happenings of the day for this post:

1. sure to fail the test at work, I hardly studied ): 65% to pass okay! It's like what, a freaking B on Income Taxes???

2. Muscle aches in my thighs (which are surprisingly mild, though they are definitely present), and BIG SHOCKS, my tummy too. I guess I put my love handles to good use when I run, then ROFL.

3. Been in the worst mood today, since the start of the new year. Oops, sorry colleagues ):

4. Should start reading the Book of Acts if I wanna join in the Bible Studies session tomorrow X:

5. Murny got a gold FCUK watch from her boyfriend. Like... zomg damn cool. And it wasn't even a special occasion - unless you call a Tuesday like any other one special.

That's all :D see! I can do cogent writing! HAHAHA. Ohhh crap. One more point. Six is a nice number anyways X:

6. Sent out invitations to FC seniors on our upcoming 2010's first outing - STEAMBOAT! Which may include an after-sleepover too. But it depends on the response I guess... hmm. I'm just glad that I have free unlimited sms to spam ;D

TADA! :D Off to watch Family Outing~

fall for someone who catches you @19:44

Monday, January 11, 2010; Y

Thank you!

Yayee, today I finally managed to start pulling off the exercise regime thingy! :D By starting to run for about 20 minutes, slow jog for the next five, and finally settling into a walk after that. Because I got lost.

Hmm. not my fault! I could have sworn that I saw Jurong Point right beside the HDBs but when I rounded up those blocks... I found myself deeper inside an unfamiliar neighbourhood. Block 667? And around Boon Lay Sec. Hmm. Never mind. At least Boonlay isn't all that big, so I could still walk round and find my way home :D

It's ironic that someone at work just commented that Boonlay is such a 'confusing place' (quoting exact words!) during lunch today and I was busy defending my homeland... when I got lost in the midst of it right later today o.o hahahaha. Irony of lifeeeeeee.

So. I'm happy :D but was guilty cuz was supposed to meet up with Izan kakak but I didn't bring my phone down and couldn't find her so... hahaha oops X: at least she doesn't mind! I'll make up for it luh :D

Work was - or rather, TRAINING was... I nearly fell asleep? And I forgot to bring my notes. So prior to lunch, I just doodled away. And after lunch, technical difficulties gave us like nearly two hours of 'self study period' which we gladly invested on an Abracadabra's butt dance practice session outside the office building. LOLL.

WHY CAN'T MY HIPS SWAY SEXILY??? ): Eww me.

I still want to swim!! And I foresee that I'm going to have muscle aches tomorrow ): despite my valiant attempts at warming up and down my legs for the run! ))): POUTS.

Ohhh and I finally checked my pay today :D I think I got $55x.xx! Dunno the exact amount cuz was lazy to really calculate the differences in value. Whoooots~ I'm so happy. Finally above the $500 mark in my account again.

But it's gonna go below soon... cuz treating my sister to Boys Like Girls concert coming 28th Jan X: sighs. That's a whole $202 gone :/

OH WELL. I haven't been to a concert before so it's time I start attending some gigs. Especially from a band I adore!! YAYEEE!!

Thank you God, for giving me the strength and self-discipline to run today!

fall for someone who catches you @21:44

Sunday, January 10, 2010; Y

I'm BORED so I figured that I'd BLOG.

Zomg. I love my blog title SO much :D it's cute. IT IS!

And what I tagged on weini's blog is true. I actually have 1/10th of my average readership from last year. Or even less, really. Zomg right! How has the mighty fallen loll. This goes to prove the point that I don't need nosey people to poke into my business because they are just that - nosey. It's not like they are concerned, so there's really almost zilch point.

Regardless, I'm bored. So I blog. I shall just copy and paste the pictures I've uploaded to photobucket... pictures from last christmas. Hahahaha. Way overdue. But it's okay :D

Yup, and that's about all :D

I love the pictures. I looked so pretty on that day. It's a fact, face it. I'm not even asking. HAHAHA :D And of course, zhiqing~

Oh, and the cake was not for qing. It was actually her father's birthday a couple of days after christmas, so there was the mini-birthday bash :D it was nice.

fall for someone who catches you @22:10