Didn't I just proclaim my love for my job just... yesterday? Wait, it was the day before. I think. Whichever. It was my very last post anyways. And yet, today at work, we were told of a change in plan, a new deployment of staff to another helpline. ZOMG CAN. Just when I fell so deeply in love with gula-gula mata's eyes today when we made eye contact. ZOMG LA. ): I was so upset! Though of course we made a joke out of it still. Cuz we got to be 'promoted' from B1 to level 2 o.o
LOLL. Whatever.
And apparently the change in department will require another nine days of training. Shitttttttt. Means more notes, and I'd have to be marking and post-iting these notes; if I'd known earlier, I wouldn't have done up such a nice set of notes for my current department's helpline already pfft. Life's so unfair.
But as they say, when life throws you lemons, make lemon juice out of them. So yeah, I shall take comfort in the hopes that maybe there'll be cuter guys up on level 2 to eye candy. Though I don't believe that any guy I'll ever meet in real life will have nicer eyes than gula-gula mata. It's like 'the end of the world' as baba aptly put it. Seriously. Ugh. Why can't he just join us at level 2? ): Though no one said anything to confirm my suspicions, I bet he's staying in B1 even when we, the twelve temps, are moving up to level 2 :/
Sighs.
Breaking news: Life is sooooo unfair.
Never mind. It didn't get me down toooo much. At least I get to move up with my friends-colleagues :D yayeeee~ And I talked to gula-gula twice today :D or maybe more. Hahahaha.
Oh I probably neglected saying this here too, but gula-gula smokesssssssss. According to baba yellow sheep anyways. Supposedly, yellow sheep smelt the stench (my word) from him when gula-gula was talking to yellow sheep once last week. Hmm. Never mind. I don't need an eye candy to smell nice. LOLL. As long as the cancer doesn't get to him soon enough to make him look haggard and everything from all the puffs. Tsk tsk.
I'll never understand smokers. Especially not in Singapore when probably 50% of the cigarettes price goes to the government as taxes, idiots!!
Okay fine, cool down zpin. Regardless, my day had been nice. But such nice days of going to work early at 8am and hoping to see gula-gula open the door for me and everything... they'll be gone by next Tuesday. Sad ): maybe we can take a picture with him before we leave. Make up excuses like... hmm. Things.
(Btw I added one of my previous eyecandies on facebook already :D HAHAHA YAYEE!)
After work, my sis kept calling me and go to the info counter. I was irritated at first when she kept hanging up my calls or something. When I went, I didn't see her. Instead, I saw sam and huishan from church service which I attended just last saturday. LOLL. They dropped by for a visit SO randomly and passed me some chocolate-banana waffles luh. DAMN SWEET OF THEM CAN!
It was so nice of them that... zomg luh. And I don't even know them well. At allll. Even friends of mine whom I've known for longer periods of time don't even think of doing things like this. Zomg. They're too nice already! lollll!
So yeah, that's my day so far. I still think I'm a jinx for blogging about how much I love my job only to have the love sabotaged in a way... or maybe it won't be so bad. Maybe...
And I just have to mention, I was ranting to people at work today about my dream from last night. I didn't have a fitful sleep, not at all. I dreamt that A levels were not done yet and this currently was just some break between papers and we still had some more papers like... zomg, god forbids, ECONS to go through.
ZOMG I hate my dream ): I would've called it a nightmare if I'd woke up screaming and flailing about - though alas, I did no such thing. Tsk. If only I did.
Then my story would've been more interesting to tell.
fall for someone who catches you @18:44
Monday, December 28, 2009; Y
Today was fabulous!
So fabulous, in fact, that I hardly recall any unhappy moment. See, the mind really does a lot to your mood sometimes ;D
At work, time passed so quickly. Time just passes more and more quickly, actually, as days passed. May be accredited to the presence of my gula-gula mata or it just may be due to the fact that the number of calls is increasing with the days. Tsk tsk, eager people all lining up for their money from the govt. Who can blame them though, I would love money from the govt if they were thrown my way :D
Talking about gula-gula mata*, I must have been sooooo bloody lazy that no one other than my colleagues know about him. Let me formally introduce. He's my workplace eyecandy :D you see, it's important to have one in a place so desolate and devoid of hope... HAHA nah I'm just joking. But he does happen to look cute enough (in the Korean way too, all fair and with nice, nice, pretty eyes - zomg, the sheer luck) and thus qualified as an ec to almost all girls in the office, as far as I've gathered. Hmm. Initially I found faults with his nose... but awws, I'll let it slide since no one's perfect :D
Anyhows, I talked to him like thrice today :D HAHAHA. Alright, so they were all work-related and why not? He's one of my soups. Hahaha. Beats the younger guys hands down.
And I really love my colleagues. I act evil around them and they really don't mind. Awws. What have I possibly done to deserve such a nice job? Right, maybe cuz I had a rough JC time o.o rightttt :D but then, how many people can easily say that they love their jobs? :D
As a confession, I read about ten chapters of The Bracelet today at work despite my claims at how busy things are getting (yes, I still sort-of-curse every now and then when my phone - or the phone opposite mine - rang). It's really good :D and I like the author! She has an amazing well-written piece titled Silencio which, I might as well add, is so not suitable for minors ;DDD
I wish the story wouldn't end cuz I love it so much. It's the way I feel when I watch dramas or read good books too. Feeling like even if the ending were an HEA, I want to know just how happily they live ever after. Awws.
I know I'm supposed to upload pictures this post but.................. okay, you get the point :DDDDD
Tata, shall go back to reading The Bracelet. OH OH and Hi my Sweetheart new episode should be on youtube today. YAYEE YAYEEEEEEEEEEEE!!~
What's not to love about my life again?
*malay for eye candy (literal translation)
fall for someone who catches you @18:41
Sunday, December 27, 2009; Y
Updates!
Okay, I've neglecting blogging for so long. Which is a good thing. Which means that I'm actually filling up my life with something :D Cheer for me? hahaha thanks.
Anyways, though I'm updating, I'm only updating for the sake of updating. Awws right. In the past, I more of aimed to really update with interesting formatting and pictures and quotes, etc. Now it's just... update of lists of events. But I've photos! Which won't be due till maybe the next post cuz I'm this lazy. I'm currently into reading fanfics again :DDDDDD yayee! I've my favourite authors. And one of them has this really long 80+-chaptered story... which I've only managed to cover 30 chapters? I think. (I'm even lazy enough to not want to press on the tab in this window where I've stopped reading to update this xD)
Regardless, so my days went like that.
Christmas eve was spent working... and pictures are on facebook. I might add some samples of pictures here next post :D Oh, not to mention I had this bad bad menses cramps. Ugh right. And the terribly cold office helped little.
Christmas was... spent sleeping and then gathering with my relatives. MY ZHIQING CAME. Who's also the highlight of the pictures that I'm about to upload~ ;D had dinner at ichiban.
Post christmas, went to work. For the most part of the 4.5 hours, I was entertaining myself with fanfics :D had only... 4 calls? Actually, four is a lot. I was frankly expecting zero or one at best, seeing that it's one day after christmas and I expected people to have a life. Not calling helplines.
Post christmas, was also the day I went to church service. For the first proper time in my life. And I have to say that it wasn't all that bad. I just wished that I had reasons to sing their worship songs and such. But I don't, cuz I didn't really had faith in Jesus and I didn't think I had much to thank him for. Yet. Or never. I dunno. I didn't feel God in the room then. Should I have? :/ Quite disappointed actually. I was so ready to have faith. I really tried when Paster How asked us to. Sighs.
Doesn't mean that I can't try.
I shall go for their first 2010 service. On saturday I think? The people there are nice. Conversations are easy and people all have nice smiles plastered on their faces. There are those people who look beng/lian but well... they're probably still nice christians at heart or something :D hahaha.
Church service that day was about the Secrets to Happiness. You may think it corny or whatnots but it was really rather inspiring. Happiness isn't about others. It's about yourself. I like their pastor. He's such a good speaker.
Church it is.
(I just secretly wonder if listening to Lady Gaga or enjoying some songs is an act of defiance to God? :/)
Regardless, so that was yesterday. But they had a lot of youths in the church. It's so goddamn happening that whoa, it's like a rock concert luh hahaha. I worried about not being able to fit in. But as I said, there are really nice, friendly, approachable people [:
That brings us to today. Today, I did nothing. I woke late. I read. And now I type. hahahaha. Oh but something reaaaally noteworthy is - I've just signed myself up for an ELEMENTARY KOREAN LANGUAGE STAGE I lesson at BB CC :DDDDDD
CONGRATULATIONS MZP!
:D ahahaha!
Whoooooots~ finally. Something crossed out from my post-A's-to-do list ;D See, this is so much more practical than driving lessons... at least, it is so in my case cuz I won't ever get a car till I'm thirty or something anyways. No point you see. Driving skills may rust after twelve years if I were to really only get a car so late.
Korean on the other hand, I can practise online, offline whoots everywhere cuz hallyu is everywhere :D and if I master it sooner (or close to mastering it anyways), I would be off to korean in search of my soulmate soooon too ;D
And and, not to mention that it would make me quadrilingual. Or something. Someone can correct me on that. But I can also say that I would be multilingual :D the four languages being chinese, english, MALAY and KOREAN :D I'm working hard on the third one in the office [;
I love my life. I've been happy all day. I think the talk yesterday really encouraged me to be happy for myself. Happiness is from the mind, not the heart.
(ps. added a photo koped from google - again - cuz I really can't stand the wordy words despite my attempt at nonchalance ): )
pps. i want my hearts!
fall for someone who catches you @21:18
Wednesday, December 23, 2009; Y
number three.
fall for someone who catches you @21:27
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Malaise.
Zomg. I'm just so unhappy with my life now luh. Was complaining to iz on the mrt about something that I don't know how to resolve. And came home to find out that everyone has Christmas eve's plans. And I thought of some things in the past. And all in all, I just became sad :/ And I'm not happy with my mum for being less than supportive and tell me to 'reflect' instead of helping. I mean, if I haven't been reflecting that what have I been doing right tskk.
And I hate it that just now when my sister told my aunt that I don't have friends, the truth that resonates in those words made me unable to maintain eye contact.
Happy Christmas.
fall for someone who catches you @20:33
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bodyguards and assassins rocks!!
yayeeeee! i watched b and a yesterday :D and it was so effingly goooooood! i love donnie yen. i squealed almost everytime he appears on the screen. but it wasnt often, i realised! at least he's a main cast :D ah durh, donnie yen leh. action superstar. love his characters, from hero grand master to a hooligan with no life. awws. but i should stop fangirling about the man. instead, on with the movie!! :D whoots it is loveeee! i think i really like good movies like this that tells of history in a very real, story-like sense. sun yat-sen! the last scene was kind of fitting, but the guy didn't look like sun so from another perspective i found it funnyyyy too hahaha. but i shall leave the plot and moving story for you to find out when you watch it. it's worth every cent of any ticket price you pay - though six bucks is the best luh :D those retarded bums who find the pace slow in the first part of the movie are just like how i described them - retarded bums who are too ingrained in the sometimes-nonsensical movies that feature punches and kicks but packed with little contents. i thought b and a was a really good balance of story and action. in my humble opinion. (i can't do paragraphing on blogger using my phone :/) anyways, to ruin my perfect moments with the movie, this stupid uncle next to me had to irritate me in the cinema. i was at fault initially cuz i didnt know that my leg actually was 'kicking' him cuz i had my legs crossed to the side and was too engrossed in the movie to realise. it's okay that he turned to me and asked me to stop but seriously, he didn't have to turn to his friend and declared that 'she kept kicking me' ohsoloudly like i MEANT for that to happened. wtf. stupid uncle, i havent even began to tell you and your idiot friend to stop talking during the movie!! give it some respect dude. i know how people tend to talk during the quieter part of the movie but zomg said parts happen to be those with the more touching scenes can. gah. damn suck luh these people.
fall for someone who catches you @08:37
Tuesday, December 22, 2009; Y
at work...
well. it's been kind of boring still, if not for the friends i've made haha. they all think im funny and weird, hahaha cool, i like tt impression that i have on people :D Shit keypad's acting up AGAIN. oh well, update later!
fall for someone who catches you @09:21
Saturday, December 19, 2009; Y
Restrict
Used photoscape again :D haha, explored my sister's pictures folder and came across this ring one. Many people are using this ring's-shadow-turned-into-heart concept. Overused, again. But at least it's an original to work with :D
I'm bored over the weekend. Supposed to go out but pangsehed by alviny. Zzz where do you find a guy so easily sick? In holland V. loll. His pig trotters must have weighed him down terribly ;D Anyways, so I stayed home all day. Damn, could have went to work if I knew that I wasn't going out... wasted 5 x $6.85 by staying home, and going into a deficit since my brunch cost $5.90 :/ dang.
Want to watch Bodyguards and Assassins!! :D Saw on chU by random chance and zomg, you won't believe it (actually, you would, it's a fact, but this is just a figure of speech :D) IT STARS DONNIE YEN.
Donnie, I missed you since Ip Man ): Thanks for coming back! :D And looking forward to Ip Man 2 next summer or something! YAYEE!
So I've been dateless for movies so far. New Moon with ohna has been pushed back over, and over again. Wonder if I'll ever see it in the cinema... And I want to watch B&A so much. Anyone wants to accompany me to it? Pretty please? :x
fall for someone who catches you @21:07
Friday, December 18, 2009; Y
赚钱很辛苦
Yeah, I'm back again :D
Been busy working, as I've last updated. Eh, the things that keep me sane during work are talking and exploring my E72. Talking, especially helps, as it's actually socialising in another method of phrasing. Either how, work's been dry, if not for the colleagues. I love my colleagues :D they're fun people. And nice. Nice enough to put up with my incessant Lady Gaga's humming or blatant, outlandish SINGING.
I consider it a feat to have stuck paparazzi/bad romance into the heads of at least two of my colleagues namely izan and lizah :D
I MUST BE A LEGEND IN THE MAKING.
Disagree?
Well, we'll see -evil glint in eyes-
Anyways, from the first lesson we had on tuesday for our job training, we were told to not reveal many information from our jobs to our friends and families... but information about job's atmosphere doesn't count right? Doesn't? Good. Cuz it's just plain dry and intense sporadically - which intensifies the tension or emphasizes the dryness respectively.
Awws.
But as I said, talking kept me sane.
Most of my colleagues, those that I really talk to at least, don't speak chinese. Mostly malay. So I bet I'll be conversant in Bahasa Melayu in no time at all :D I'LL BE A LANGUAGE PRO. Since I've established my korean proficiency in our workplace C... X: HAHAHHAA.
They thought I was an indonesian-Chinese. And I think M said that I could pass off as a korean (I hope she meant the after-eyelid surgery kind - either way, I'M GRATEFUL). So I pretended to have half korean blood for a while. And of course some fell for it :D I'm pretty well-versed in the few phrases that I've memorised you know ;DD
Anyways, a job is still a job. I get very uptight when I hear phone rings in the workplace. They say that the seniors told them that during peak periods, each person can get about 16 calls a day. It's like 2-3 calls every hour............ OH NO.
You can't imagine the amount of information we have to memorise to answer any call at all :/
Sighs. And I promised to tidy all my notes into a folder like lizah and ama did by Monday X: dang. Jiayouus zpin. As long as I hang in there till Feb'10, I'm gonna get $7.35/hr :D NOT BAD, IF YOU ASK ME!
And given more experience, I'm sure I can deal with the calls more efficiently... and stop losing callers when I put them on hold (don't they know that they're supposed to be ON HOLD when I put them ON HOLD??). And not get caught by the 'soups' for slacking... wait, I don't even slack :D they say it's okay to converse and gossip when there're no calls okay.
WIRELESS@SG can be received at the workplace too. Hallelujah. Another form of escapism in an era where newspapers/mags/novels aren't allowed...
Shall take more pics on maybe Monday work... alright, or other days. With my colleagues for upload :D
And did I mention that I did up an almost-complete contact list of the temps in my office? :DD so enthu luh. LOLL. Like being an ogl again o.o
And lunch was fantastic today :D cuz there was a UTTERLY PROFESSIONAL ICE-SKATING PERFORMANCE, COMPLETE WITH FOAM-SNOW AT THE CENTRAL STAGE AT VELOCITY during our lunchtime! :D I was like... WHOAAAAAAAAAA. Right in front of my eyes they were doing those spins and leaps and whoaaaaaaaa. I felt like a cheap VIP :D
Too bad by the time I recovered from my stupefied expression, the perf was ending and I took out my phone only to put it back again... let's try on Monday and see if those angmohs'll be there again :D then I'll give my one dozen loyal blog readers a cheap treat :D
Meanwhile, I shall go take care of my queasy tummy...
J'veux ton armour.
fall for someone who catches you @23:17
Thursday, December 17, 2009; Y
my new phone! e72 ;D
YAYEE So im blogging w/ my NEW PHONE AHAHA. WORK HAS BEEN FINE :D IT GETS BETTER BY THE DAY. AND I'VE FUN FRIEND-COLLEAGUES :D AHAHA. STUPID PHONE WLDNT WRITE IN SMALL LETTERS ZZZ. ANWS, SHALL UPDATE WHEN I GET MY MACBOOK IN THE ROOM :D TATAAAAAAA!
fall for someone who catches you @19:24
Monday, December 14, 2009; Y
Dreading...
Ah. Work tomorrow. Gotta wake at... 6.45am? ): That's almost like schooling already. Except going to school's more standard, what with the (fugly, uncomfortable) uniform. Don't really like to have to fret over what to wear for work :/ Don't think I have anything formal enough. What? Blazers and pencil skirts? rofl.
Regardless, bbq for hua's b'day yesterday was nice [: quite fun hahaha.
HAPPY 21st WOMAN.
old leh. hahhahaha :D
Played asshole daidi and everything... danced to 2NE1's fire :D but we kept to our CPS clique loll. Stupid yh's poly friends XX: hate being outnumbered d: hahhaa.
Point is, met up with joanne. The girl who used to maple with us during the... sec 2? 1? 3? days LOLL. Mapling is only fun with company okay! Back in those days when there was no third job fourth jobs. Like what the shit, can't catch up with their jobs now luh. Anyhows, those were the good ole days. Oh right, so I was talking about the point. We were talking about jobs and she said she's starting on tuesday.
I was like, oh how nice, me too :D
Then she was like oh really? What you working as?
I replied the iras frontline officer thing.
SHE POPPED OUT HER SMALL EYES AND SAID ZOMG ME TOO. Her mum apparently works there as a tax officer. And she gets to be driven to work. I mean... WTH ))): JEALOUS. Why do we not have a car?
Anyways, so there's going to be someone I know tomorrow after all! Hahaha. But she already has her friends there... oh well. See how. I bet I'm sociable enough. LOLL. Nah. But one can hope :]
I don't hope to see anyone else I know at work for tomorrow though... /: change of environment you know.
Sighs. 8.30 at Novena tomorrow :/ should I wear the court shoes for syf? LOLL. Kinda stupid right. Nah. Shall go with the wedges that everyone said were pretty on that grad night :D hahaha.
Aiya. See how. Family Outing's still loading the later half. Tskkkk shall sleep soon. Tired. Went to swim 6 laps only and I was quite tired already. I swear I have like NO STAMINA ))):
fall for someone who catches you @23:29
Saturday, December 12, 2009; Y
I love my week!
Whoots! It's been my most eventful and rather fun week and I haven't really been online often enough to check my inbox, let alone update my blog. I wish I could say 'ironic' cuz I so love the minute bit of thought that would appear to have went with the author as she typed the word. ROFL okay so maybe I'm taking this a little too far. Whatever. Regardless, it was only natural that having fc outing and harmoc chalet lined up right after the days of grad night gathering, the time at home was better off spent on sleep. So I slept and hardly touched my macbook. Awws.
Either how, there were just lots of things that happened. For one, the fc outing was a complete, utter, FAILURE. It was horrigible man. The turn out was like... uhm, two lonely girls and at most four, five guys. Gosh. No J1 at that. Tsk. To think I went with the majority on the earliest possible date... never mind. THEIR LOSS. loll. ROLLER BLADING WAS FUN!!
Though I felt like a bum for having stayed at the stupid little practice rink for nearly two whole freaking hours for practice. At least I dragged kungyin out with me for a little skate down a small road before the end, someone didn't ;D hahaha. Anyhows, roller blading really isn't for the faint hearted ): I think I can't really get past the 'speed' that comes along with skating. Loserrrrr.
And for the record, poor me and jaslin had to wait for some company for one plus hour at the ECP alright. All of them were so 'tired' and all to come earlier :/ sighs. I feel like a loser again.
At least the next day, the harmoc chalet, proved to be much much, more fun than the stupid outing! :D (It would be hard for a chalet to outdo my badly-planned outing luh X:)
(Btw my picture count is a little over 800 on fb now. Whoots! Finally. We shall stop when it reaches 1000.)
Harmoc chalet began with a blast in its own element - water! :DD
WILD WILD WET WAS COOOL! Was my first time!
Oh wait, before that though, we passed time playing pool, girls vs guys style, while waiting for jeaness with her stupid 'drama' loll! NOT THAT I CAN BLAME HER. She was watching videos of Jere - LEE HONGKI :DD
And may I just digress. F.T. ISLAND IS IN TOWN!! Gosh. Seoul'd Out concert at Fort Canning with Brown Eyed Girls (Abracadabra, anyone??) TODAY. Bet it just ended... or maybe just reeling towards to climax ending of the concert. Ugh, I rather not think about it, since I'm not a PART of it. Ugh. Hongki in town ): Awws. Was at pasir ris yesterday early morning when he touched down in Changi... THE PHYSICAL PROXIMITY! Whoooots! Gah. Shall save up for the $100-$150 tickets for the fans-signing and handshake events in January instead :/ It's not everyday that kpop biggies drop by little Sg alrighttttt ):
The thought brings tears to my eyes.......... right.
loll I really know how to digress, so distracted, like a vampire (LOLL just finished breaking dawn, bear with me).
Pool ended with a landslide victory for me and jaslin. You gotta love my luck and jaslin's skills. ROFL :DD 3 vs 2 X: hahaha!
WWW was wild :D love the stupid U-shaped slide that I can't remember the name. And the wave pool (Tsunami, they named it). I LOVE WATER :D It's soooo my element. And there was sun! In December! The wholeee day :D Awws.
Stayed there for about three hours? Then got famished :/ had kfc :D
Went to chalet to deposit stuff and MINGLED :D
Went and watched 2012 with jaslin, jk, kt and kungyin. Basically the www people minus jeaness, plus ky. The movie was... well, the plot was another thing, but the visual effects and graphics were quite stunning and intimidating, I'll give them that. The plot, now, was, okay. Mediocre. It bored tasteless jaslin out. The jaslin who lost her fake thumb nail in the cinema when she was adjusting her shirt ROFL. Bimbo!!
The night came and it was one of a kind. What with the alcohol :D HAHAHA. I swear I would've enjoyed the thing better if we had a room together, and not some crappy poolside to spend the WHOLE night by. I mean, the scenery was awesome, but my butt ached. Though of course I realised that rooms are meant for sleeping, not fooling around, so I was at peace still, during that night. If only it was the Aloha unit that we had like last year, with the TWO rooms, one kitchen, and a solid living room where they could even mahjong in and no stupid staff would come issue warnings to a bunch of drunkards (loll, naw, no one got drunk).
Did I mention that I love whiskey/scotch (cuz I dunno their difference)? :D Must be my father's grooming. One day, I should really take and upload pictures of my father's stash of hard liquor. You would think that my living room would burst into flames without a doubt should a match be lit in the area. Ahahahaaaa!
Vodka-sprite-cranberry was nice too. The last juice was jaslin's idea. And unwittingly, we were actually concocting our very own COCKTAILS. LOLL. Whoots. Cuz we mixed them in different proportions at times, the taste was good-bad-good-bad at different cups. That's the thrill of it ;D
Scotch was largely downed by jk and me, I think. The taste probably takes time to get used to for others. Plus we played ji-ko-pa to take turns at the scotch. I LOVE WINNING. Until fatt-y came along to beat me in my game. Bah. So much for my newfound talent.
Haha, the rest of the night was not really worth mentioning, cuz we lounged at the chalet's ground floor (it's not even a living room, it's just a ground floor, really) and sat at the stairs for there was hardly any more space with people playing cards on cushions on the floor. Anyhows. Watched alvintan kill zombies with baseballs shot out of pitcher-plants' cousins. Zombies vs Plants. Or Plants vs Zombies. I think? By the name, you can tell that it's very lame (YAYEE IT RHYMES).
And in my humblest opinion, it really was lame. But the only thing interesting enough to watch so as to not fall asleep on the cruel, hard steps.
At some point of time, a little earlier than dawn, some of our heads found comfort on the available cushions on the floor. It was not comfortable. At all. But it was all there was. Just remind me to stay clear of staying over at a chalet like Coasta Sands Pasir Ris loll. I like Swissotel The Stamford's king-sized bed so much more ;D
Anyways, I didn't sleep. Just laid there and rest.
Might I just remind anyone reading this that I was hardly drunk that day. A tiny bit tipsy, maybe, but hardly drunk. I was SO conscious. So if anyone wanna say that I was drunk, even if it was meant as a tease, your point is moot-er than moot.
Day break came. It reminded me of how easily the sun crept up on us, like that day at the hotel, post-grad night. It was just unexpected, and suddenly, all was purplish, and then bright. It was a nice change [: Except with daybreak, we didn't know what more to do at the chalet.
Fatty and Skinny went and got mac breakfast. I stole bites of hotcakes, though I laboured for those hardearned bites X: Me and jaslin cooked instant cup noodles. I shouldn't give myself too much credit... cuz jaslin did the boiling and cooking hahahahaha.
After some stupid hitting around and random chatting, jaslin decided to leave. So we left together, the previous plans of kbox abandoned. Awws. And and and I forgot to stay for edlyn :/ not really forgot, but just kind of thought of it later that I could've stayed for her at least... But I was so bored and stale then... not that it matters now. loll.
So that was my recount of the days. loll. Not very exciting? It's probably only due to the way I tell it. And honestly, I don't feel like styling the post. Not even bothering to italicise some words to make them more interesting. Lazy.
And as I type, the time just keeps creeping up on me. I've this feeling like how I used to, as a real student, like my vacations are ending and that school is starting again. Except there is no school waiting for me, not yet so soon. It was another kind of reluctance to work... it was work. A job. At novena, no less.
Novena. Where art thee? Or was it thou? loll.
Sighs. Anyways, bbq tomorrow! Didn't bbq at all during chalet cuz bbq meant $5, and I didn't feel like having bbq food anyways. So most of the J2s boycotted hahaha. I think. It just happens that suddenly I feel like eating those chicken wings... those chicken wings that take ages to mature into cooked meat, mind you. Ugh. But awws, stomach growling. Can't help it.
And I havent done any clothes shopping so far. I know. What kind of a girl am I? loll. I just feel 1) lazy and 2) lack the right company. Actually, it would be a miracle if I even had some company. Even my sister doesn't shop with me cuz she finds my taste in clothes horrible... well. Uhm. Reall, it's not always like that. I do make informed, decent choices sometimes too, okay. That punk won't ever give me any credit. Maybe I should coerce her into keeping me company. Or maybe some blackmail - that would be less expensive than bribes.
Awws. Head hurts from all the scheming. Will update when I see some pictures :D
Anyhows, it's been a horribly long, dry, wordy post. Oh. My. God. (Did I just use god's name in vain? loll. Not religious.)
fall for someone who catches you @22:14
Tuesday, December 8, 2009; Y
Grad Night
I didn't have a grad night; in its place, I had fun, with people I've been seeing every other day for the past two years. Yes, it was warm, it was like something I haven't known before [:
Regardless, I'm tired and spaced out. Not in the best mood to detail my yesterday as I normally would have done if in a better state of mind.
Just in case I forgot too many things about a beautiful day like yesterday, I shall note down the highlights in, hopefully, chronological order:
- Ningx was late meeting me to go to swissotel together
- Swissotel was nice [:
- Girls preparing in the room when we got there, lazed around
- Wondered why szekiat can hang out by the balcony alone and not be called emo (fine, he's part autistic but still) and when I do that at the balcony that gives a pretty view of the Flyer and Esplanade, they call me emo ): stupid classmates
- The girls were pretty. Like beyond pretty. If only everyone dresses up like that all the time loll
- The lobby that awaited us was teemed with even more dressed up girls and boys, zomg, like, zomg, felt severely underdressed (Durh, not going for the grad night event ma)
- Loitered around the entrance, waiting for the late princesses with ningx since we were calefares at the event loll, not having a ticket to enter
- Took a few pics with people, it was fine. Saw only two bitches aww wn be missed [:
- Parted ways with the grad night girls and went on a hunt for food with ningx, rejecting suggestions of foodcourt and subway along the way
- Had OUT OF THE PAN crepes for lunch... was delicious and worth the money at only ~$14 compared to the $80-worth of dunno-how-many courses in that hall in swissotel that apparently not many people enjoyed
- Ningx couldn't stop praising the food
- Couldn't find supermarket for cheap drinks, bumped into ajk and his dancer friends and found the path to enlightenment
- Purchased alcohol!
- Rushed back to room to watch daiyangtian
- Went down again... to get instant noodles and my heineken!
- Went back up and partayed!!!!!! It was like crazy stupid. Kpop dance hits!
- Got over alcohol high, slumped in sofas
- Went down, got the girls, loitered, went up, waited for preparations and crapped, went out
- Embarked on the LONG MARCH to clarke quay (from city hall) on foot, to find the goddamn helipad
- Helipad should stick to its original purpose of invention - provide choppers' their landing space - not be turned into a goddamned dark, crowded nothingness and be called a 'club (or something)' for goodness sake. Left after a min
- Slacked, and took cab back to hotel
- Some people keeled over and snoozed loll
- Played blackjack, TEXAS POKERRRRR, big small etc with coins! I LOVE CARD GAMES WITH MONEY
- Not many people played, but it was sufficient and very fun :D
- I won poker :D call me queen. Shall go sing Pokerface soon :D maybe it's cuz I got the Gaga V-sign next to the eye when taking pictures earlier that day
- Time zoomed, sun rose and light came into the room
- Breakfasted at macs :D HOTCAKES! Thanks lil for her hashbrown cuz poor girl couldn't eat anymore heh
- Went back and slept, cuz the big bed was mostly cleared of people already :D
- Woke and went home loll, with much talking along the way. LEARNING KOREAN SOON.
- Was a mega disaster walking home, on the mrt with no shoes, cuz wedges with fbts just look so crude
That's all I can remember. I'm quite jello like. Anyways, outing tomorrow! Would've been nice, if not for the deserters ): sighs. Oh well. I think less than ten going? Bah. You people just suck so much. I shall go cycle/blade anyways. Have my own fun. Hopefully there would be at least four people so we can maybe taidi or poker :D
Alright, at least there's a plan.
Gosh. Wanna sleep.
fall for someone who catches you @21:58
Sunday, December 6, 2009; Y
photoscape!
Yayee so I'm back with another update! And image. Photoscape is hell lot of fun, it's like a more advanced version of Paint... actually, no comparison there. hahaha. Used to make whacky msn display pictures using Paint, competing with yiying in the process. ahaha, dumb.
Never mind. Anyways, I've been reading Breaking Dawn. I'm not even halfway through after at least 6 hours of reading. Jacob's POV is really entertaining [:
Let me think of more random quotes to play with on Photoscape. And maybe find some random images to go along with the quotes in the process :D Ohhh and I did well for my first random image didn't I?... don't care, I DID! :D
I'm seriously bored. The life I see spread out ahead of me is filled with that much ennui :/ what should I do?
You know, you go to those people's blogs and they have this 'love' and 'hate' columns like nobody's business? The 'love' column, I couldn't care less - it's standard (cuz they're all girls) and says things like 'chocolate, ice cream, strawberries'... you get the drift. The 'hate' column... honestly, very standard too. 'Hypocrites, selfish people, backstabbers* (now, this is popular)'... so on.
One look, and you know it's from someone who didn't really bother to spice up those columns by one bit. Tsk. Boring. Anyways, actually my point is that such lists are impossible. You've never had a selfish thought in your mind? Never did anything out of your own self interest? Never said 'you don't care' but just below the surface of those words you spout, you soDO care? If you answered 'yes' to any of the questions, truthfully... fine, you have your credits. Maybe I'm the only hypocrite on the surface of Earth.
Gah. Why am I finding such faults to pick. Really, I have no life. I honestly hope getting to work would be better, maybe I can make a new friend or two? I can't decide if I want to see people I know at work or not. Because it depends on who I see, I guess. If it's somebody awkward from school then... :/ sighs. But if there's no one I know then... I dunno. It's kind of hard. Though as I said, everything depends.
I know nobody's coming to my blog cuz they're all busy with their grad night preparations. I woke up just now (15:40!!) to realise that it's tomorrow. No wonder I was having weird dreams. Subconsciously, I was keeping tabs (as always).
[PROM: Everyone looks great and everyone is broke after the night.]
Anyhows, I never really understood the meaning of grad night. To hang out with your friends together? To dress prettily (this was my motivation, laugh loll)? To urh witness the passing out of jc life? Take pictures? Urh, eat?? loll I don't know. Maybe I never will. I used to think that it's to hang out with your friends from school and take it from there. But my idea of friendship was warped. So the ticket that "I" "bought" was made invalid finally.
Butseriously?Idocare.
fall for someone who catches you @16:18
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If I can't have it, then... at least...
I wish I could forget about it.
fall for someone who catches you @02:48
Saturday, December 5, 2009; Y
Escape failed.
Sians. So. Here's how the story goes:
I couldn't sleep last night so I woke up to watch tv and thxm. Ended up finishing an episode of thxm at about 4am. Was supposed to wake at 7am to leave for johore if we had any hope of beating the traffic at the Woodlands checkpoint. Obviously I couldn't wake up. My aunt used the soft approach to try and coax me into waking up but I was too groggy. My mum came in and scold me and nag and all those shit so I responded by refusing to wake up (even though by this point, I could've woken up). After fifteen minutes, I think I heard the front door open and close and they were gone. Wthhhhh. So abandoned, me. I know that no matter how you see it, it's my fault for not waking up. But I have such zero tolerance for harsh attitudes you know? I think I'm the core definition of someone who seriously 吃软不吃硬 (I give up on trying to find a short and simple english equivalent of this phrase). Ugh. I hate it that I'm too proud to submit to others too.
Ugh.
fall for someone who catches you @22:08
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Bilingualism
I'm truthfully very, very ashamed of many Singaporean's English. Bilingualism, seriously? Quite a joke. I don't mean to say it like mine is perfect - I know that it's not even good - but at least I don't commit heinous grammar crimes like mixing up the singular and plural forms of nouns etc. Gosh. The embarrassment of seeing singaporeans' english online... I just feel like pounding my chest really hard. Do they not understand that many english-educated people actually SEE what they post online and from there form their impression of the rest of the population here? Actually, it's still acceptable sometimes, the singlish. But when it comes to beng/lian language... whoa, I feel like I never want to meet the owners of those hands that typed them in real life.
Be understood alright! And stop using those gross language like 'onli' instead of 'only' (one of the manyyyy examples). Wth? Issit really difficult to type in the 'y' instead of 'i'? Oh, don't tell me 'i' and 'y' are near to each other on the keyboard, because apparently 'u' separates 'i' and 'y'. Look down and check if you don't believe me (lolll I'm so funnyyyyyyy). So these people either have weird fingers or really are out to butcher the language.
Ugh.
It's a bad idea to blog at 4.43am in the morning. Nothing good comes out of it. And I'd be too groggy to subtle-ise my language. Ughhhh.
fall for someone who catches you @04:39
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보고싶다...
나는 바보입니다...
fall for someone who catches you @03:00
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eh. effingly envious. loll. how?
fall for someone who catches you @02:50
Friday, December 4, 2009; Y
We do things, stupid things.
There are things that are easy to do, but difficult to live with doing.
I've just watched The Proposal :D Nice chick flick... if it is one? Seems like one to me. Cuz I get entertained my chick flicks easily, durh. Do I look like someone who can sit through artistic films? X:
Basically, that's how I've spent my waking hours of the day. It's freeeezing outside ): believe me, cuz I went to buy sinful kfc for brunch one movie ago. And this greatly upset my swimming plans. Tsk, December. It's actually a great period, I love monsoon periods! Less heat and everything [: except that it's gonna be brrrr when I want a dip.
Hmm... going johore tomorrow! Wanna buy clothes for work and christmas. Which reminds me that I have zilch plans for christmas made. It's okay, it's just another festival to live through. Hahahaha.
Then it's nj grad night on monday. Must I call it prom? No? Thank you [: it sounds so effing bitchy loll. And as Blair once put it, proms and prom queens are for suburban high schools and teen movies or something. Ahaha. But right, she of all people has the right to say that! Awws.
Regardless, hope those people going will have a blast! After all, it's 80 freaking bucks, rich dudes and dudettes! I've finally lost interest in my two eyecandies namely horsey and iec, so I basically don't mind not going for grad night already. Whew. That's why I said chapter closed. Now I just have to live with it.
Oh well, not like I've got nothing planned. I think I've something planned. Just not sure if I'm gonna follow through. I should already be used to being round myself. It's nice, cosy, and flexible.
Alright fine, I'm just lazy to please anybody now. Tsk, sure, outcast me (again) if you like. I probably need more practice than this anyways. loll. Have I always been like this? :/
fall for someone who catches you @18:10
Thursday, December 3, 2009; Y
Bad (zomg) Romance.
I think I once said Bad Romance's MV is scary and random when someone told me s/he likes it. I think that someone is my cousin peggy but I can't remember heh. Regardless, she told that I wouldn't find it random if I knew the meaning of the song/MV.
HOW VERY TRUE. No joke.
Check out the article that I found when I googled for 'bad romance lyrics meaning' here.
Whoa, I was blown away by the interpretations. There are people who disagreed with the article (durh), as I read the comments on the article... I still can't decide if they're cynics or just being logical. Really. There are so many sides to things that you just can't completely dismiss any interpretation anyways. So the article should have some value of truth to say the least. And it was amazing.
Whoa. The commercial music industry is not to be messed with, seriously. Even kpop has its own mess, if you're a follower at all. (My poor dbsk boys... :/ )
In any case, I have yet to download the song into my iTunes/nano, so I shouldn't be hooked onto a song that's so... ominous :/ I dunno. I'm scared. HAHA.
Okay, back from daiyangtian (zomg isn't he hawt isn't he hawt isn't he hawt!! and his lips are so cute luh!), bathing and going jp :D Oh, and I had some durians :/ tskk...
I forgot what else I wan... OH I REMEMBER!
I watched The Sister's Keeper today :D It's sooo nice! And touching. Whoaa and it would a rare movie where you see a cancer patient looking so damn handsome even with the chemo-bald head. :DD Not to mention that I cried a LOT. Eyes kinda swollen still.
And seriously? I don't like it when you're like that. I'm sorry. But I can't say it.
fall for someone who catches you @20:55
Wednesday, December 2, 2009; Y
Had funnn!
Yayee! :D Today I went to bh's hou... condo. With a greatttt tennis court - 55% in the shades! :D Just wish the fences were higher... I hit two balls into the hill X: And those two cost me a can of herbal tea loll damn. BUT TENNIS! :D Yayeeee so fun!!! And I tried out two racquets out of the... five? Six??? And I learnt what's headheavy and what's non-headheavy. ROFL nah I'm just saying. And I learnt about the grip thing when using forehand. Whoa. But anyways, I'm pro okay :D though mr coach is not bad himself. I love tennis :DD
Tennis made zpin very very tired. It was only an hour can AHA X: damn suck, my stamina. Need to exercise more... but I shall start little by little :D I was so drained, I downed two cans of 100Plus lime right after tennis while the host had his breakfast as though I just survived a three-day hike through some Sahara desert.
Oh ohh not to mention that I got this cute box of cola candies from HK disneyland! I've never been to HK and ugh people just keep going disneyland to buy souvenirs. Don't even get me started on 'envy'. But anyways, the candies aren't cola initially... until I made a very subtle switch with contents of other boxes. And I didn't want these other boxes because they are SNITCH+ANGEL (Snitch's GIRLFRIEND!! :OO) and ANGEL+SCRUMP. I don't want Angel. Thus, I swear I'm a genius, a subtle one, to get all that I wanted. SO NOW I HAVE SNITCH+SCRUMPCOLA SWEETS LOLL :D Thank you bh! Anyhows, I've not found a use for the box yet ):
I didn't know STITCH HAS A PET!! And it's Scrump! I think Scrump is a girl (?). It has a pink ribbon [: But I loveeee Scrump. It looks like an unconventional rag doll... maybe it is one!
Anyways, I LOVE WII :DD I've never been a video game person so today really was my first time playing Wii and PS3. SO FUN :DDD I swear technology is just too advanced these days, I can't catch up ): damn. But but! I totally own when it comes to Wii Bowling. OWN MAN! It's mostly strike/spare. I think I'm a natural :D Though my real life bowling sucks... Well, who needs real life when you have Wii? (KIDDING! :X)
AND AND Modern Warfare 2!! It's like a play-your-war-film kind of game. It's so effing real.ZOMG. Damn cool la! And there was this British team in the game, so the voice actors are like British/Irish with those smexy accents. MEGA LOVE. I just watched bh play for an hour plus and got so intrigued :D but I can never aim and fire at the enemy for nuts. I even called the weapons' magazines to be 'batteries' and machine guns 'electric'... HOW FAR GONE AM I EH? Though yes it just shows that I'm a really lady-like girl who... well, fine, at least it shows that I'm so NOT a tomboyish girl who's all about the Bam Wham stuff. But now I'm uber interested. One of these days, I want to shoot down tbh at his game. Bahahahahahahahahahaha. (Once I get over the realistic depictions of virtual soldiers as humans getting killed... I swear games like this dehumanises people :/ )
Anyhows, so you get the point of lagging around today. Was brilliant and had much fun whooots :D since I really don't know such games well. I want a PS3 and 40-inch tv in my room too. A new macbook pro wouldn't hurt either. Neither would an iphone. Nor would a NZ trip. Or a HK trip. Korea trip? KOREAAAAAA!~ Hongki I still love you :DD
Had dinner at JP Lai Lai :D taiwan food hahaha. Love the milk teaaaaa! The MILK! Lagged for very long playing (me watching) games cuz someone was ashamed of my SP shirt and black-and-white polka dots shorts to go to Cathay to watch a movie. BOO. I thought they were okay lorhhhhh. If I dress very casually, I would just impose a mentality on myself that maybe I was just on the way home from a chalet and wanted to stop by for a movie. You know? I believe that if I convince myself well enough, onlookers will perhaps get the same telepathic message and they wouldn't judge my lack of sense of fashion. Imaginationnnn :DD
Regardless, the movie-replacement dinner was niceeee. Cuz we talked a lot about random stupid things like Lamborghini (I KNOW HOW TO SPELL!!), VolksWAgen, travel, Engrish, KOREA, etc. Some korean guy shared stories with tbh about koreans as boyfriends/husbands (basically about how bad they generally are). It's rather appalling. I've always been hoping that such stuff are just rumours/stereotypes :/ like how korean guys are NOT gentle ):
AND DID YOU KNOW THAT 50% OF RECENT KOREAN NEWBORNS ARE NOT OF PURE KOREAN PARENTAGE? (If you need explaining, it just means that one of the parents is not a Korean... like maybe Chinese, Viet, etc...) :OOOOOO Whoaaaa. Dunno how accurate the statistics are. But whoaaaaaaa. Koreans don't go well with each other? Weirddd. Though really, other than my favourite kpop artistes, my impression of korean people isn't very pretty :/ oh well. I'm not judging till I've been there :DD
Anyways, now I'm dead tired.
AND AND ZOMG BREAKING NEWS! MY DAD WANTS TO GIVE ME A SUPPLEMENTARY CREDIT CARD (but he asked me to keep it a secret from my mum first... so cute hahaha)! Or something like that! ZOMG. I'm so happyyyyyy! I just want a debit card and it would be cool and convenient enough. But a supplementary credit card would be like the beautiful icing on a gorgeous cake :D WHOOTS! Booking stuff online would be so much easier luh. This, however, makes me guilty about wanting to spend $448 on the BlackBerry Bold on 14th Dec when I ditch my cracked N81... sighs. Fine. I shall buy the phone on credit, then pay my parents back when I get my paycheck. Need to work hard over the vacation....... while deciding on my future studies and career path.
YAYEEEEEEEEE :D
Told you there's nowhere else to go but up, zpin.
fall for someone who catches you @22:06
Tuesday, December 1, 2009; Y
Don't sing when you mahjong... seriously.
I'm hardly good at mahjong. Which is not fair cuz I've always thought it to be a luck game. Isn't it? What kind of skills do you need to win a game?? Hardly lorh.. :/ So if I keep losing, it must mean that I've rotten luck right? Hmm. The bright side is that maybe all the luck went to my a level scripts... that, I won't mind at all :D
Today had been wonderful, seeing that I was out of the house and all. Went to sign the letter at IRAS... and realised that there isn't really a binding contract.... which is good! Which means that if I really feel worn out by early next year, I could withdraw... Hopefully I won't have to come to such a decision luh. Maybe it'll be fun! I'm at frontline after all, gonna meet all those taxpayers. Then again, people are always really grouchy about giving money, maybe even more so as it's to the government. What if I get some random grouchy cow taxpayer enquiring about something I wasn't sure about and got blacklisted from government office??!! :O
Cannot! My dream job is with STB ):
Then I waited long for mr promking to collect a suspicious-looking shoe box from me at amk since it's near novena. Whoa. I swear I waited long tskk.
Then I went home, cuz no one wanted to waste one hour with me at jp. Then after going home for an hour, we went to jp's korean restaurant for dinner. Whoa, damn grossed by the cold noodles after a while. It's one of the only korean foods I can't really appreciate :/ should've went with the bibimbap or spicy beef soup to be safe :/
Happy Birthday ljy :DD old girl. Let's work out together! :D
And hua is such a genius at making cards. It's so pretty and elaborate luhh! Too bad I've got no pictures. Baby sister spoilt it for us. Hurrayyyyy, just when it's the holidays season. Hurrayyyyyy.
Play mahjong. Gosh. I lost like a lot. A LOT!! Actually, out of the ten rounds that we played, I didn't win at all. The other three won an average of 2+ times already. Sighs. Lucky we didn't play with any money.
Oh and I got my Breaking Dawn back from hua finally! Should finish it already... I think I was only 1/3 into the book X: ahahahahahaha. Ooops! Sighs it's so thick... Urh, but good for the long break :D Should look for more books. Like... Lost Symbol? Ugh dunno. Books are so not my forte even if I enjoy words. I'm so uncultured :/ awws. And I bought a KOREAN organiser :D HAHAHA. You know those organisers they sell at Artbox at such overpriced prices? (loll.) Really. Her friend went to korea and bought those at about half the market price in Singapore. CRAYZEH. I WANT TO GO TO KOREA TOO. LET ME!! )):
On the mrt home, I saw my primary school classmate yueyin at boon lay mrt station. I had to backtrack two more glances to recognise her. I was like O_ O IS THAT???? And it was! Whoaaaa. It's been agessss can. And she was like 'I could recognise you when I first saw you just now'. ZOMG. Either she's a genius or I still look like
?!?!?!
Gosh. Saddened.
Lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I'm quite happy now. I love hongki's voice, and I want to marry his voice and his blond head. Whoaa. I shall watch You're Beautiful again, when I buy their DVD. Yes, I'm so getting it. It's my favourite korean drama ever, despite the ending...
While looking for the image above, I came across a lot of past images. It's bound to happen. I dunno how I feel when I look at them. They just seem distant, like they were from another world. In truth, they are in another world. But that doesn't really matter if I'm leading my own separate life, even if I can't help but wonder what would go through their mind when they see such photos. 'Who is this girl?' But ningx's right. Misery is self-imposed because you yourself make too much fuss out of it. Your life isn't all that gloomy stupid pin. You have your limbs and a functional brain and heart. It's okay to live, and since you're living, make it a happy journey. They say you decide your own destiny and all those shit. Maybe if you believe that you can make your own choices after making wrong ones, you can be happy too [:
Whew I guess I avoided a whack from athletic ningx x_x
fall for someone who catches you @22:40
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I'm afraid of how people see me. When they see me going home alone, do they think that I'm a failure too? I dunno how my classmates Vendettas deal with this. But it must have been terrible huh? I don't even dare to turn to my 'other friends' because surely they can see through me too, seeing that I've been blogging about my downtime for such an extensive period already. And yet, it's my only "healthy" outlet. If I talked to them or asked them out, they would know that it's only cuz I have no one else. And it would be true, wouldn't it. Yeah, it is true. I have few to no one else. And I can't blame them. Because all this while, it seems like I'm the only one committing social faux pas and making them distance themselves from me. Thoughts like this form really hard lumps at the back of my throat, I'd think I'm getting some cancerous cell growth in my throat.
In the bests of my dreams for this period, they show the fruits of a successful Operation R, but they never showed how to go about achieving a successful Operation R. Why? I'm at a loss for any solution, why wouldn't my subconscious give me a hint? Do I really know nothing at all to help myself? Just for myself.
I'm really losing it. I can't believe I'm so pathetic. Even my sister said so. She called me 'pitiful'. But I don't want pity; sympathy is fine but not pity. What did you think? I choose to be deserted? I might have said that I'm a prisoner of my own decisions but my decisions were ill-informed and poorly made. No one knew. I was never wise, still am not. People are harsh in their judgments, and I can't blame them. Now I don't want to judge, because I hate to be judged.
It really takes one to know one.
And it's another tiresome, insomniac night.
fall for someone who catches you @03:25
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The Last Month
And it's december already... Already, huh? So I've been up for more than twenty four hours straight again.
Looking forward to hear the bell at 12 later today [: it's nice and spe-shwuh.
fall for someone who catches you @02:31
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Sighs, nothing to do.
So I'm being random. There things that I refuse to do despite having nothing to do though. Like going to facebook and see the wall flooded with people posting about them having a blast for post-a levels celebrations. Call me a sour grape. I have my human rights okay. And I refuse to read more than three blogs other than my own. Okay fine, actually I can think of two more that I can read to kill those few minutes... Fine.
Ugh I'm so bored. Shall check out my sis's mapling progress. See, I have no life. Oh, or I could plan first chro's outing next week [: Okay. Yayee, I feel better already.
I unplugged the earphones from my ears, finally.
다시 다시요 안돼 안돼요...
fall for someone who catches you @00:46
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