:D happy is as happy does.

Monday, April 11, 2011; Y

Family in law.

You know, I think life is difficult and tricky enough without having to deal with in-laws. Though I'm not yet married, someday I will be, and I think I might have troubles with being completely comfortable with the in-laws /: already feeling pretty awkward with muel's family... what more about the future /:

For one, I think the maid fucking hates me. She throws my slippers to be drenched outside of the shelter when I'm in the house can. How freaking retarded and petty is that. I worry about eating the food she cooks because I'm scared that she mixes things like her spit into the food. The thought makes me queasy ): but muel would just make me eat anyways. Sighs. Though yeah maybe the maid isn't considered "family" exactly, but she just makes me feel uber unwelcomed already.

As for the rest of the family... there have been hiccups ): I'm damn fail when it comes to the relationship management with them. Seriously. It's not easyyyyyyyyyyyy. And you can't keep avoiding forever, because they'll always just be there.

Zomg my life sucks ):

And recently, my aunt faced very freaking incidents with her mother-in-law. Seriously. The auntie is crazy. How dare she hit my aunt!!!!! DOMESTIC VIOLENCE CAN. My aunt is nice so didn't press charges. But wtf she hit my aunt with a pair of scissors and cut her lips leh. Walao ): my heart really goes out to her luh... and she only has a daughter who's just 3++ years old... I really hope my aunt gets custody if they ever divorce cuz of the MAD WOMAN AUNTIE.

):

See how drama in-laws cases can get. The auntie is really damn fucked up. Hearing all the incidents that happened at my aunt's house in the last few months. The violence escalated today, so my aunt came over to stay at my house. Whew.

I HOPE YOU FEEL AWFUL FOR BEING SUCH A MEAN OLD LADY AUNTIE. Used to think she was quite okay, but now I just freaking hate her guts. Zzz sighs.

fall for someone who catches you @21:15

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No fb o:

Am I the only one banned from facebook "temporarily" now?? loll dunno what's up. Anyways... I should be doing FM instead of being online heeee.

fall for someone who catches you @20:48

Sunday, April 10, 2011; Y

Sanctuary.

It is my fault that I've abused the place and now I can never go back because it won't feel the same again ): my mistakes will just plague me ): sighs. Should be more careful with things and people in the future.

Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be this hard ):

fall for someone who catches you @22:42

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A Relationship In Progress.

The fun part about being in a relationship...

WRESTLING!!

fall for someone who catches you @19:52

Saturday, April 9, 2011; Y

The Ballad of Mona Lisa!

Panic! At The Disco's best song ever. It beats I Write Sins Not Tragedies imo, and I LOVED the song so much :D i still do, but this is betterrrrrr :D though iwsnt's melody is damn quirky. LOVES!! AND I DIDN'T KNOW THE LEAD SINGER IS SO HOT.

I watched Vampire Diaries 2 ep 17 yesterday. Yes. Finally. After one whole monthhhhh they updated!!! :D So happy. And gosh. The episode totally changed the game AGAIN. hahahaha. So awesome I love the plot and the beautiful girls and WOOHOOOO THE HOT BOYS!! :D

Anyways, just used my second tampon. Orange this time round. And I had to poop again. Zomg. THAT is a real inconvenience. It's damn gross. Think I've to go change a tampon or something luh /: gosh.

fall for someone who catches you @11:56

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Filled with love

Today, I love my boyfriend a lot ♥ had a verbal diarrhoea about how much I appreciate him and that I'm sorry about so many things I've demanded from him and yet he's still here with me :,( so thankful can...

Not to mention, I had a physical diarrhoea (sorta) as I was bathing just now, I had the urge to just poop. And boy did I poop. It felt fantastic. Seeing that I haven't been pooping much these days. (I think it's cuz I drank spilt gongcha from the plastic bag holding the plastic cup holding the drinks - haha many people said ew though I don't really understand why hahaha.)

IT IS A GOOD DAY :D

fall for someone who catches you @01:02

Friday, April 8, 2011; Y

Doing LinkedIn profile... but before I start... gotta write recommendations for people first D: that way, I get my recommendations too HAHAHA.

fall for someone who catches you @12:02

Thursday, April 7, 2011; Y

Totally switching over.

Okay, it's not that pads are no good. They certainly feel less intrusive. BUT they are seriously uncomfortable especially if you're wearing those old, loose, and yeah rather unattractive panties. Because you feel as though they keep FLOPPING AROUND. It's so insecure the feeling, and there's already tons of insecurity floating around when a woman's having a period, without having the pad flop around. So. There's a clear alternative here.

TAMPONS!

I've to of course admit that I had my doubts some time ago. But I did some research and it has convinced me that it can't be that bad after all. But all the while, I had the inertia to actually go out (or ask mummy dearest) to buy a pack for me to try. Until KOTEX decided to go on their recent hip campaign with their designed pads and colourful, slim tampons.

Received one gift pack while mugging and waiting for boyf in SMU. It came in a pretty pink pack with some pretty brochures and a pack of some day use winged, slim pads, and a box of eight regular, slim TAMPONS! They really looked quite pretty and came in different colours (though the tampons themselves are all solidly white, nothing fancy there) so they definitely have the youth appeal. The instructions on the brochure were clear and in fact, I found them inviting.

LOLL.

Okay, I know. What a weird word to use. But I've been wanting to try... so...

One fine day, yz was mugging over at my house. She was having her menses that day and asked for a pad to change. I refused. Because I wanted her to try my new tampons HAHAHA. Yz being yz, was the perfect guinea pig because she is SOOOOO easy going. Seriously. I should feel bad for bullying her into stuff sometimes x: I really should. hehehe.

Anyways, she very willingly obliged and went to the bathroom. After just minutes... she came into my room again and gave a rather unusual exclamation that went along the lines of:

Yz: "Zp, I don't think I inserted it correctly leh." o.o

Me: "Huh, why????" :O

Yz: "BECAUSE IT FEELS LIKE NOTHING." O.O

Me: OOOOO.OOOOOOOOOO

AWESOME. That was all I needed to know. So the very next cycle here, I TRIED THIS OUT. Woohooo!! :D It's pretty awesome. It isn't exactly NOTHING. But it's definitely comfortable and... well awesome! :D I feel freee LOLL. I just have to make sure that my cramps don't bother me this cycle ): then it would be a perfect menstruation... well, as perfect as it could possibly be anyways, without having to hit pregnancy/menopause [[[[[:

WOOHOO!

But pads still have to come into play at night... because pads can't stay inside for more than 3 or 4 hours or bacteria infections or TSS or something may happen inside that fragile place. Which is partially why I didn't take a picture of the tampon before going to bathe first. Because I didn't want to touch the tampon too much (you aren't supposed to touch it for more than it's necessary to put it in anyways) and contaminate it D: so the picture above shows just the shell of it.

WHICH IS PRETTY RIGHT :D it's red. The pink one looks more like a nude colour. Haha. THERE'S A LIME GREEN PACKAGED ONE :D it looks pretty. I think I'll save that for the last :D I only have 5 left now... cuz I gave yz another one for her to change and I used one just now D:

Going to SMU tomorrow. Maybe they'll give more samples LOLL nah joking. TIME TO GET SOMEEEE!

fall for someone who catches you @22:21