Sunday, April 11, 2010; Y
Guilt.
I feel so bad. For everything. I shouldn't have hung out so late yesterday and today. I hate taxis. My ride today cost $42.40. I should just die.
And yesterday... sighs I won't go near more than a bottle of beer if I can help it anymore. Especially if there's no festive occasion or anything. I swear. I'm banning alcohol from my other-than-holidays life man. And I'm so sorry to you, I know you still mind this. I know... I wish I could have made better decisions too. I'm so, so sorry ):
Tomorrow, fc outing... dang, I really won't spend more than $4 on food. And only $8 nett on kbox. I swear ): Please let the promotion still hold, man.
GOD, I PRAY THAT YOU WILL GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO CHANGE. My work should discipline me. (Though I pray that it'll be enriching and fun at the same time.)
And I know I've kind of strayed... sorry... I will be right back on path again [:
fall for someone who catches you @00:58