Thursday, March 18, 2010; Y
There is a God.
I swam 20 laps, of which 16 are completed continuously. Breast stroke. In 40 minutes though, I took my time. I need to train on freestyle tomorrow. Pray that I won't get muscle aches. All through swimming, I think I've been thinking about little else but God. That He gave ms strength and everything so that I could swim for so long - and could have continued, but needed to stop at some number anyways, and 20 just seemed perfect.
Played 40 minutes of badminton before that with hua, since tennis court was booked. It was okay, but tennis is just... irreplaceable, as debbie mentioned on fb. loll. Oh well. I'm such a sucker for these two sports.
Went out with ed and jeremy to shop and eat! Shopped, bought some stuff here and there, with edlyn reaping the most of the trip, as she did at ION during out january get-together. loll.
Then since edlyn wanted a buffet dinner, we tried to find one. Since Sakae didn't want to do our business, we headed to Seoul Garden. Like, my third time there I think. First time that I see the place getting so damn crowded.
Here's the highlight of the post: I freaking have smoke smell in my glorious hair. I'm serious. I'm stinking up the whole airconditioned bedroom; my parents came in one after another saying that the place smelled of cooked food. Except I would bet that it's burnt food actually. Must be the dried-up pan with all the damned clams D:
Anyways, they didn't suspect that hair could carry that sort of smell, so they merely told us to not in the room ever again (yeah, right). Good news is, my sis didn't suspect me either. Whoots!
Pictures up soon. Tomorrow. Or day after tomorrow. Etcetera.
I feel so stifled. I can't even draw out time for my old friends. Really, the guilt and dilemma can make me quite frustrated these days; I desperately want to make up for lost time. As for other old friends who don't appreciate me enough to, you know, well, I'm quite disappointed. Though I'm mostly just really miserable with myself such that I almost felt like weeping. Almost, since I hardly weep these days. Lastly, I wish I could do more to help my troubled friends, really. And I hope that church activities won't get in the way of my helping and providing company. Seriously, making me choose is a very pure kind of evilness.
Effectively, I just spoke to/about three ambiguous groups of people. I think. Awws.
fall for someone who catches you @00:38