Fat.

I hate feeling fat. Damn it. Veggies Delite won't work cuz I'm too fat for it to help. I reaaaally need to exercise but I've since forsaken my running plan ): I really need motivation and more push to go running again. This week is rather impossible, having left three days, out of which two are already booked.

Sighs, I'm sorry, Lord, for giving in to sloth and temptations ): I will do better again, next week. Please renew me with more strength!

I need more Quiet Time with my God. I should give myself a time limit. I think 9pm sounds nice. I mean, it sounds nice and it's early enough, and not too late (ah durh!). Okay, 9pm it is then. But sometimes I feel like it's a one-way communication and I feel so discouraged. I don't know what more to do to open myself more to Him /:

Anddddddd damn, steamboat still hasn't been settled. I asked my colleagues for help. One of them referred to me to Bugis (damn!) cuz I said buffet and affordable prices are a must. Dang. I still think that the Punggol sceneries and steamboat look rather nice you know. We just had to pray very hard that it doesn't rain on that day cuz that particular steamboat place isn't sheltered at all......... x:

BUGIS IS SO UNROMANTIC AND NON-CLASSY ): gah. But majority don't care about romantism anyways! Tsk stupid FC X:

i thought i saw you on the mrt today. i literally felt like my heart was going to stop from the sheer shock. only after another millisecond of really looking, and i knew that the height wasnt right; and that person was not you. thank God.