Sunday, December 6, 2009; Y
You know, you go to those people's blogs and they have this 'love' and 'hate' columns like nobody's business? The 'love' column, I couldn't care less - it's standard (cuz they're all girls) and says things like 'chocolate, ice cream, strawberries'... you get the drift. The 'hate' column... honestly, very standard too. 'Hypocrites, selfish people, backstabbers* (now, this is popular)'... so on.
One look, and you know it's from someone who didn't really bother to spice up those columns by one bit. Tsk. Boring. Anyways, actually my point is that such lists are impossible. You've never had a selfish thought in your mind? Never did anything out of your own self interest? Never said 'you don't care' but just below the surface of those words you spout, you so DO care? If you answered 'yes' to any of the questions, truthfully... fine, you have your credits. Maybe I'm the only hypocrite on the surface of Earth.
Gah. Why am I finding such faults to pick. Really, I have no life. I honestly hope getting to work would be better, maybe I can make a new friend or two? I can't decide if I want to see people I know at work or not. Because it depends on who I see, I guess. If it's somebody awkward from school then... :/ sighs. But if there's no one I know then... I dunno. It's kind of hard. Though as I said, everything depends.
I know nobody's coming to my blog cuz they're all busy with their grad night preparations. I woke up just now (15:40!!) to realise that it's tomorrow. No wonder I was having weird dreams. Subconsciously, I was keeping tabs (as always).
[PROM: Everyone looks great and everyone is broke after the night.]
Anyhows, I never really understood the meaning of grad night. To hang out with your friends together? To dress prettily (this was my motivation, laugh loll)? To urh witness the passing out of jc life? Take pictures? Urh, eat?? loll I don't know. Maybe I never will. I used to think that it's to hang out with your friends from school and take it from there. But my idea of friendship was warped. So the ticket that "I" "bought" was made invalid finally.
Butseriously?Idocare.
fall for someone who catches you @16:18
