I couldn't sleep last night so I woke up to watch tv and thxm. Ended up finishing an episode of thxm at about 4am. Was supposed to wake at 7am to leave for johore if we had any hope of beating the traffic at the Woodlands checkpoint. Obviously I couldn't wake up. My aunt used the soft approach to try and coax me into waking up but I was too groggy. My mum came in and scold me and nag and all those shit so I responded by refusing to wake up (even though by this point, I could've woken up). After fifteen minutes, I think I heard the front door open and close and they were gone. Wthhhhh. So abandoned, me. I know that no matter how you see it, it's my fault for not waking up. But I have such zero tolerance for harsh attitudes you know? I think I'm the core definition of someone who seriously 吃软不吃硬 (I give up on trying to find a short and simple english equivalent of this phrase). Ugh. I hate it that I'm too proud to submit to others too.

Ugh.

fall for someone who catches you @22:08