Tuesday, July 13, 2010; Y
Hullo people. Boring's back. And it's here to stay. Seems like I'm not getting any call for nbs foc. I'm quite frankly upset. WHY! Why not me ):
I don't want to have no friends in uni ): and I want business friends cuz they're more fun durh. But I don't want to become cheena again. Sighs.
Okay. Lack of foc won't bring me down. Really, it won't. It's just for these few days... I'll mope around and feel all the grudge I can summon for the world... or rather, for the stupid foc organisers. I swear they'll be short of so much fun without recruiting me okay. loll.
AH FINE I'M NOT MAKING SENSE.
I'm cooped up at home. Don't want to do anything expensive, yet wanting to do something. I really wanna do something and go out. Problems:
1. my $600 in bank is supposed to last me through my next three years
2. who to ask out????
3. don't want to irritate people with my whines about foc - NOT WORTH MY TIME AND SALIVA
4. what activity to do?? debs has a boyfriend now so if she wants to do anything she can easily hang out with him even more legitimately than ever.
5. yz has freaking jap lessons.
6. i hate my geographical location. it's so........ west.
7. i'm so boring no one wants to hang out with me.
8. more of cuz i'm so angsty this point of my life no one wants to be around me O:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
fall for someone who catches you @12:43
