Verbal (written/'typened') Diarrhoea

 
Ugh, I'm so freaking bored out of my mind now and my eyes are hurting. I've been abusing them by reading teenytiny texts on my phone till 2am on many nights, and facing the damn hp monitor typing out brainless lists between 8.30am to 5pm, weekdays. And I have virtually no human company while I'm at it. And and and and andddd.
 
Boo.
 
Oh, and I still have no foc yet ): my prisch friend said that nbs always has overwhelming response for their foc, so they'll "ballot" which is a very false word to use cuz they basically judge your pictures. (Can I sue? Cuz I'm bored. Okay but now that I think of it, they didn't exactly use the word ballot.Fine...) In which case even being photogenic (and I say this with all my heavy heart, because I personally prefer people being pleasant looking in real life than on still photos) may not save me a place in a camp. Sighs.
 
I have this craving to go for any camp (that's fun) this season in my life because I misssssssss nj orientation from two years ago soooo much, and I still regard myself with all kinds of resentment as I sort-of-ponned the last day of the orientation which reportedly was the highlight of the orientation week because there were the crazy dance party and the field games /: ugh, talk about the regrets in my life. And I couldn't go for the zone camp in church last week ): and I miss the harmoc camps I attended. I dooooo.
 
And I'm basically deprived of games which I love so much. And mixing around with people my age (or 'round there).
 
Anyways, edlyn just smsed me to say that, and I quote, I'm the 'cutest bunny in the world' (all in caps, mind you), and though I almost cringe at the association of bunny with manly me, I shall still accept her compliment (it is one right??) gracefully. Now, if only she was on the registration team for the focs I have in mind... ahemhem.
 
Okay, I've spewed enough babbles. And yes, I noticed the lack of smileys. What do you expect when I'm blogging from work?!? DD: okay there you go, you forced out an unsmiley from me. Happy nowwww?
 
Actually, something momentous happened today, this morning, while at work. And I shared the discovery with edlyn (which was basically what made her term me as a bunny). It's really interesting you know, I finally have a complete set of names for my four babies (for my future family, of course). This set of names start with 'Ch' with two boys' and two girls' name. I refuse to even consider the possibility that I'll have a lopsided yinyang balance in my future family. Nah-uh.
 
SO! I'm actually quite happy today :D
 
Oh, and I just came up with a title for this post. Verbal diarrhoea.
 
SMILES! :DD

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