Wednesday, March 24, 2010; Y
Zomg I'm SO happy I just prayed in tongues for about half an hour! :D YAYEE! It's one step up, man, I'm so proud of myself.
These days, I've been pretty busy. And still no job. I feel quite stifled sometimes. Every time I get a job offer, I think of my commitment to church and the trainings for all the ministry work. I don't want to take up some job and have to take half-day leaves here and there to go back to serve God. I'm trying to be responsible here but I can't find the balance still. Man, and I have no money in my bank account already. I'm scared. No wonder my mum says I can't survive on my own.
Truth is, I would have accepted a few jobs by now if not for considerations for all the activities in church. It's not that I'm complaining though I sound dangerously like I am, it's just that I'm still struggling to find a balance between the practical side of life and the lovely spiritual side. I know I will find out soon, and this is just one of the many obstacles in the path of Christianity. I'm not very worried... just sufficiently, humanly so. Awws.
Anyways, guitar playing still isn't looking good. My left fingers hurt like ark, and I can't stand it sometimes. Gosh. And I don't know what strum patterns to use. And how to change fingering for the chords so fast.
I guess it all takes practice, huh. And have a little faith. Larry loves me!
Went out with masu in the afternoon today. Whoa, hope that girl has fun at social night with her date :D ahahaha.
fall for someone who catches you @21:29
