Thursday, March 11, 2010; Y
You know how kids have ambitions? They're so silly. Common ones would be to be a celebrity - singers, actors/actresses, etc. Scientists, astronauts. I wanted to be a President... rofl. Right. Politics. I don't even read the newspapers.
I was pretty much done with the first round of reading through the brightsparks materials that actually caught my interest. Like those course descriptions, small scholarships and such. Every requirement has 'Outstanding/excellent academic results/'A' levels results'. I swear if I see another 'outstanding/excellent' again, I'll chortle. The least they could do was refer to a thesaurus or put a sign * in the column to be referred at the bottom that says '* Outstanding/excellent academic results/'A' levels results'. Or say: Outstanding/excellent academic results/'A' levels results are mandatory for application for XX scholarships.
I digressed.
Still not fully decided on a course... yet. I'm so scared that my borderline grades won't take me to NBS. And I have this feeling that I don't wanna study business at NUS. Maybe it's the ranking thing loll, I AM SO SINGAPOREAN that it nearly upsets me. And NTU just sounds a lil less mugger than NUS. A lil. Not to mention that one is hella near to my house while the other is at least half an hour's bus away.
Gah. I hate the situation of 'they choose me, I can't choose them'. All my life I hadn't had such worries. I remember that my choices for 'O' levels was so stupid. It ran along like this: NJ science, RJ science, SP Tourism/Hospitality... Not gonna lament over my lack of drive for 'A' levels. So there's that.
P.S. I hate it that they take PW into account. Ugh.
fall for someone who catches you @18:16
