Today had been wonderful, seeing that I was out of the house and all. Went to sign the letter at IRAS... and realised that there isn't really a binding contract.... which is good! Which means that if I really feel worn out by early next year, I could withdraw... Hopefully I won't have to come to such a decision luh. Maybe it'll be fun! I'm at frontline after all, gonna meet all those taxpayers. Then again, people are always really grouchy about giving money, maybe even more so as it's to the government. What if I get some random grouchy cow taxpayer enquiring about something I wasn't sure about and got blacklisted from government office??!! :O

Cannot! My dream job is with STB ):

Then I waited long for mr promking to collect a suspicious-looking shoe box from me at amk since it's near novena. Whoa. I swear I waited long tskk.

Then I went home, cuz no one wanted to waste one hour with me at jp. Then after going home for an hour, we went to jp's korean restaurant for dinner. Whoa, damn grossed by the cold noodles after a while. It's one of the only korean foods I can't really appreciate :/ should've went with the bibimbap or spicy beef soup to be safe :/

Happy Birthday ljy :DD old girl. Let's work out together! :D

And hua is such a genius at making cards. It's so pretty and elaborate luhh! Too bad I've got no pictures. Baby sister spoilt it for us. Hurrayyyyy, just when it's the holidays season. Hurrayyyyyy.

Play mahjong. Gosh. I lost like a lot. A LOT!! Actually, out of the ten rounds that we played, I didn't win at all. The other three won an average of 2+ times already. Sighs. Lucky we didn't play with any money.

Oh and I got my Breaking Dawn back from hua finally! Should finish it already... I think I was only 1/3 into the book X: ahahahahahaha. Ooops! Sighs it's so thick... Urh, but good for the long break :D Should look for more books. Like... Lost Symbol? Ugh dunno. Books are so not my forte even if I enjoy words. I'm so uncultured :/ awws. And I bought a KOREAN organiser :D HAHAHA. You know those organisers they sell at Artbox at such overpriced prices? (loll.) Really. Her friend went to korea and bought those at about half the market price in Singapore. CRAYZEH. I WANT TO GO TO KOREA TOO. LET ME!! )):

On the mrt home, I saw my primary school classmate yueyin at boon lay mrt station. I had to backtrack two more glances to recognise her. I was like O_ O IS THAT???? And it was! Whoaaaa. It's been agessss can. And she was like 'I could recognise you when I first saw you just now'. ZOMG. Either she's a genius or I still look like

?!?!?!

Gosh. Saddened.

Lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I'm quite happy now. I love hongki's voice, and I want to marry his voice and his blond head. Whoaa. I shall watch You're Beautiful again, when I buy their DVD. Yes, I'm so getting it. It's my favourite korean drama ever, despite the ending...

While looking for the image above, I came across a lot of past images. It's bound to happen. I dunno how I feel when I look at them. They just seem distant, like they were from another world. In truth, they are in another world. But that doesn't really matter if I'm leading my own separate life, even if I can't help but wonder what would go through their mind when they see such photos. 'Who is this girl?' But ningx's right. Misery is self-imposed because you yourself make too much fuss out of it. Your life isn't all that gloomy stupid pin. You have your limbs and a functional brain and heart. It's okay to live, and since you're living, make it a happy journey. They say you decide your own destiny and all those shit. Maybe if you believe that you can make your own choices after making wrong ones, you can be happy too [:

Whew I guess I avoided a whack from athletic ningx x_x

fall for someone who catches you @22:40