Tuesday, November 24, 2009; Y
Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it.
- James Prevert
I was thinking if there was a typo to the above-mentioned name. If yes, then that would be another moment of happiness to relish :D hahaha.
Right, so anyways, since I couldn't go for the class outing (no, I didn't think about how it went), I spent my post second-last-A-levels-paper moments watching... two
You're Beautiful episodes, and unscrambling HTML codes for this new blogskin. Neat eh? I customised the colours myself!
Heh. I'm so freaking proud. See the original template
here.
I'M SO PRO RIGHT! :DDDDD I'm glad that I finally got this done and all :D
Tumblr just didn't feel like home to me :/
All the same. Since there were some unhappy events weeks earlier, I had to really clamp down my blog. After a few days, I went back and read what I wrote... Guilty of being harsh again. Ugh. Why can't I be more civilised, like really.
Now that I've the time, I shall remove it already :/
this shall be the only remaining evidence of my meanness.
Anyways, I've been very frustrated these days. Like getting pulled between wanting to be happy that exams are over and becoming all tears-spewing kind of frustrated. I think I'm just being difficult, and no one wants to try anymore. Which is now fine with me. I think that as long as I numb myself with distractions, I won't sink too deep into the whole depressed thoughts thing. :D
I really need to start work the day after A levels end or something. I'm scared of running out of things to watch (there are only this many You're Beautiful episodes - 16, actually - and this many Family Outing episodes). I'm scared of running out of company because I just keep driving them away only to realise it when it's over, too late. But that's fine. It's just a phase. It better be just another phase.
So if anyone has some job offers and cares enough to tip me off, I will be eternally grateful! [: Cuz my last resort is to go to my mom's office to work... all the aunties and everything X: Quite dreadful to work with my mom leh I imagine. She'd be fussing over me and all... -shudders-
I don't know why 2009 has been so horrendous to me. It's been unspeakably dreadful and tedious. From the start to the end (choy, I mean now). To the point that I don't even want to know how my 31st December 2009 will be like.
I'm feeling very lethargic.
p.s. ignore the previous post; it was just a trial.
fall for someone who catches you @17:14
